Work...

1st day working in church..


Waiting to go home now........


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Lets wait patiently..
Its a tired yet fully used day.. =)

Rite, its daddy's bday..
Happy Birthday, Daddy!! =)
Stay strong n happy always..

Awakening For JESUS!!!

Juz came bak from A4J week yesterday..
Alot has happened during da past week..
Enjoyed God's presence n da strong fire of revival during da conference..
Lets juz note down some of da memorable things happened..

Firstly, mon we went outing..
Actually planned to go wif few of best frens onli..
End up few others turned up oso..
However, went sing k wif Kor, Li n Mannee onli..
Da room is so noisy filled by our noise onli..
Enjoyed dat part da most where all of us sing all we lik n no need to jaga our image.. XD
Dey went movie after dat..
I tink dey enjoyed, except me, ben n belle which under some misunderstanding, lepak ourselves seperately in da mall for 3 hours.. =.=
Reali bored..
Went for trailer shooting after dat at ss2..
Went pasar malam n bought a new bag..
Trailer shooting was kinda fun, juz dat its too late n make us all so tiring..
Dat nite, was a sleepless nite..

Tue morning, went leaders meeting wif Ps Philip..
Woah... Ps Philip wei...
First time seeing him so near..
Learned something through his talk..
We muz love God becoz of God, n not do ministry for da sake of fame n status..
How long since da last time i reali quiet down n ask myself...
Y do u minister?? Wat's da purpose behind it????
It make me drop into deep thought.....
Hav a talk wif bro..
His kinda stress up wif some bgr..
Luckily he understands after dat..
Anyways, feel nice toking to him..
Attended vocal..
Missed class so much.. XD
Kor fall sick..
Prayed for him yet he still miss conference for 2 days..
Wasted lu.. But Thx God he's ok d.. XD

Wed to Sun..
Slept in Mei Lin Jie's hse on a very big bed wif my dearest Mannee Jie..
Drove to FGA n Bukit Jalil stadium in Ps Meng's car..
Passed by IMU(dunno if i ever hav da chance to study dere).. =)
Heard sermon n prayers fr Ps Philip, Ps Moro, Ps Jonathan Loh, Ps Jonathan Chow, Ps Ewen Chou n oso Ps Yudi..
Learned alot bout revival, faith n destiny..
When We hav faith, we'll achieve our destiny God gave us..
N da destiny is related to seeing revival n souls saved in God's kingdom.. =)
Repented in front of God..
I noe I nvr loved Malaysia as much as Ps Philip do..
Fr today onwards, I wanna love Malaysia more..
I pray dat 1 day i can c revival here, n all my family n frens were saved.....
Enjoyed da pnw session alot too..
Especially when its leaded by Joshua band n FGA..
When dey sing, God's presence filled da whole place..
Enjoyed praising da Lord wif songs such as Happy day, No compromise n Army of God....
Wanna be in da army of God, n win souls for Him....
Da fire of revival is in Malaysia!!!
It onli happens when all of us reali desired alot for it to come, n pray together united is 1..
God, pls help us to love u more each day...

Finally, Sun..
Its Mannee's bday..
Hereby, wishing her a very happy n blessed bday..
May God's love n anointing fall on her more n more each day..
Love u alot yea sis...=)
Went for yum cha to celebrate..
Accidentaly ditch Kor...
Reali Soorrrrrryyyyyyy yea...
Den, on da way home onli our dear Mannee remembered she has no key..
Ended up we went in 1u n lepak for 2 hours...

Rite.. Its fathers' day today too!
Daddy, Happy Fathers day!
I loved u alot..
Thx for always being dere for me, n worked hard to make our lifes better..
May God bless u alot n a healthy body yea...
Stay happy.. XP

Father God, Ur our Great Big Daddy God!!
Thx for creating us, n giving us a gud n meaningful life..
Pls help me to become more lik u each day, n love u more everyday..
Happy Fathers' Day to U!!!!!! =)



MALAYSIA IS FOR JESUS!! =)

Frreeedomm!!

Today is da last day for my papers..
N I'm finally free!!!!

To make sure life is not wasted during my long break.
A list for things to do dis few months:

1.Spend more time in devotion n bible study..
2. Meet up wif college frens.
3, Meet up wif high sch mates.
4. Meet up wif Church members n cell group members.
5. Clean up my messy room n hse.
6. Find more information on further studies.
7. Try to book Ann jie to yum cha, miss her loads.. =P
8. Spend time wif disciple n cell group members.
9. Go for a trip n holiday. (relax bit XD)
10. Go for sports more to slim down bit. (=D)

These are da things i hope i can finish during da break..
Jia you n finish all da task above!! =)

Desperate...

Counting down..
4 more days to freedom..
I've been stuck in dis exam for almost 1 month..
Missed church so much..
Miss freedom so much.....

In dis whole month, da onli thing i do most is. study, study n study....
Finally, I'm in da last 2 papers....
As I walk down a long long road of darknesss, finally, I can c a light of hope in front of me.....
2 final chemistry papers to go..
My weakest n killer paper..
May God bless me wif lots of wisdom, knowledge n strength dat I may strive through dis week..
N set myself free to a long long holiday, while thinkin of wat to do nex step.......

1st thing after exam, hav a good rest, clean up my messy room, outings wif my frens, catch up wat I've lost when I'm not in DF(getting blur wif da activities running) =.=, n most important, pray more n do more devotion, n excitedly waiting for A4J camp to come.... Hope God will speak to me in dis camp........

Now, bak to reality, bak to study chemistry..
Before dat, feel lik shouting loudly: I'm DESPERATE to end my exams!!!!!!!!!

Argghh... Feel much more relieved.. =)

Bak to studies..

Destiny..

I've been fasting n prayin for da whole week..

While worrying for my exam..

I'm oso Seekin my destiny..

Now I've an important decision to make..

To go or to stay..

I admit, I feel heavy when I tot of leaving dis place, leaving my family n frens, n even leaving my ministry, church, dearest cell members, n oso him..

I noe its a reali good chance to go to a new environment, to learn new things, c da whole wide world, meet whole bunch of new frens..........

Actually.. I noe he influenced me alot.. He say.. Go, y not.. Such a gud chance...

N deep inside my heart.. I oso could use dis as a reason.. To go to another place, to escape fr something, to forget something, n to forget him.. N I could start a whole new life again..

Spoked to a sis today.. She encouraged me alot wif her testimony..

She say its God's destiny dat she could giv up such a gud chance to go overseas study..

Ppl might tink she's stupid, but she say she nvr regret dat she chosed to stay..

She say memories here she get throughout dis years is so precious dat she wont exchange it wif going overseas..

She's now happy n contented wif wat she has..

She told me.. Nvr make a decision to fly juz to escape fr some1 or something..

I guessed.. She somehow knows wat i tink.. Reali is a gud leader of mine... XD

Talked to Pastor oso.. He says.. Pray, n hand it to God..

By chance.. I found out something...

Something I tot I will noe when it happen..

Pray dat all things wil be all well ends well..

God, pls tel me wats my destiny..

Wat shd i study n shd i go?

Pls make me love u more..

Pls help me, dat in watever decisions i make, its from u lord..

I pray dat u'll giv me a clean heart..

Juz to love U n worship u..

I hope U'll tel me, giv me a sign, dat i shd go or not..

As for him, I promised myself, I'll start to forget, as I noe time passes, n some truth reveals, it onli brings pain n sadness to myself.. Even though I've failed many times, yet i noe, 1 day i'll forget him completely.. N hope dat we may stil be frens forever..

Til den.. I hand in my life to God..

Lord, U're my refuge n shelter..

U loved me more den anything else in dis world..

Lord, hold me in ur arms n I'll find peace n joy in u............

Sweet Memories...

Today is Mothers' day..
Tot of celebrating wif my dearest mummy..
Mana tau she got her own plans n went Genting wif dad d..
=.="
Anyways..
She enjoy den can d lar..
Jz wana wish her a very happy mothers day..

I love u always, MUMMY..

Hope u stay happy always.. =)

Had a reali gud chat wif Kor on last thurs..

Long time we didnt chat nicely d..

Always tok oso onli bout formal things, work..........
Finally..
After so long time..
He's bak.. =)
N we crap alot dat day..
Enjoyed.. =P
However, he's bak to his work..

N a diff him again..

Anyways..
Hope he'll be bak again soon..
Miss my Kor alot.. =)

Last sun is our church's parents appreciation dinner..
I bought 4 tickets for our whole family too..
Its a nice dinner n I enjoyed it alot..
I hope my family does too.. =)
Anyways..

Dis is da 1 of a few pics i took dat nite..

Wif my dearest pet bro..

May God bless me wif a new camera soon so i can take more nex time.. =)

Gals..

















Mannee, Sin Li, Me n Sebrina..

Kenny n Me.. XD

Holiday...

I'm currently on my 1 day 2 nite holiday.. =)
I reach here yesterday 12.30am... 1 day here.. going bak at 7am tmr as bro got seminar to attend..
Its kinda rush it seems.. but better den no holiday rite..
Its da time spending wif family matters anyways..
Slept well, brunch, currently sitting in starbucks, waiting to check in to 1st world hotel..
got almost 300 more numbers to go...
So I shall spend sometime online n blog, before studyin in hotel later...
Dis shall be da 1st sat in dis year dat I'm so free, no need to go church..
Some of our youths went for mission trip..
May God bless dem abundantly throughout da journey..

hmm..
Juz a short post..
Last holiday before my A-Levels exam..
Shall treasure it n enjoy myself to da max.. =)
Need to study hard after dis..
May God strengthen me, giv me da will n power to study smart n study hard, so dat i may get gud results to glorify His name..........