Exit 出口

from Ann Jie's mush talk.. :P

《EXIT 出口》

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《EXIT 出口》
Date: 29.5.2011 (Sun)
Time: 11:00am-1:00pm / 3:00pm-5:00pm
Venue: Bentley Music Auditorium
           Wisma Bentley Music
           3, Jalan PJU 7/2, Mutiara Damansara,
           47810 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia.
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stressed up...

All things are so not smooth lately....
Uni life is stressful...
exams n assignment due-ing... need to coordinate my group members to do oral presentation nex mon, yet havnt got da time to see through da outline..... all things are juz so mess n jumbled up..
Got some small arguement wif gang of gud frens in uni. seems lik dey hav some misunderstanding towards me, yet i juz dun hav da mood to go n explain....
need to go bak prayer meeting tmr.. when there are exams tmr n sat.... n i havnt even finish revising.... so much more to go....
tot of asking mannee to fetch me bak campus tmr so dat i no need to travel by ktm so much as it is too tiring..
things juz dun turn out smoothly as she juz tell me her dad suddenly dun let her to drive alone so late nite.....
i hav youth ministry whole sat n pnw jammin on sat nite summore, i scared i'll seriously emo during da day if take ktm summore as i can feel da tiredness now d.......

my goodness.... wat happen???
are my decisions wrong??
i'm juz feeling so so so so so tired now.. with works cont comin in lik tsunami.....
all things juz dun turn oup as planned... making me so stress n pek cek...

feel lik shouting: AARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hu can save me out from here......
I juz feel lik leaving dis place n go to a far away place for vacation..............................

God, I need u now, seriously.... help me...... save me......... teach me wat to do.......
I juz wan ur comfort..... Be wif me, o Lord...
I will stand up n cont my way soon, to ur glorious kingdom in heaven...
I promise I will love u more, n strive through all these........

三点的爱情观

三点的爱情观。。

只要有这第3者的介入，2人之间的关系才能更一步。。。。

啊？？

在听着宁恩姐分享时，心中确实吓了下下。。

直到她说，这第三者，是我们的主耶稣。。。。。

顿时，心里怔了下。。。

对呀，在爱情来临时，多少人心里真能把神看的比心爱的他/她重要呢？

时下年轻人，为了爱情闹得轰轰烈烈，什么事情都干得出来。。。

甚至，连火热爱主的年轻人，也能为了个情字，冷淡退后，任由自己堕落。。。。

听见宁恩姐分享她9年爱情长跑的见证时，顿时明白，其实每个人的感情世界都一样的，没有所谓的一帆风顺，更没有所谓的happily ever after。。那是，童话故事给小孩子们，一个美丽世界的希望。。

在每一段感情中，当我们真心付出，伤过，痛过，再站起来，才有可能维持那段感情。。

而在经历这些感情挫折时，人们往往放不下伤痛，以致作出好多好傻，好错的事情。。

而我，又何尝不是呢??

当2人在一起时，若是依靠2点的爱情观，在一条直线上拉拉扯扯，寻找不到平衡点时，一段美好的感情往往就会因此破裂。。

若依靠3点的爱情观，有神在2人中间，引领着2人向前走，向祂所应许的加南美地行走，才有可能享受幸福快乐的日子啊，因神，本是爱，当然也最懂爱了。。。。

分享完毕，宁恩姐要我们每个闭上双眼，心里默念着曾经在感情上所受过的创伤，她带领我们祷告，祈求上帝将我们所受过的一切委屈，将双倍的祝福浇灌在我们身上。。。

我，闭起双眼，心里就想到了他。。很努力很努力的一直想放下，却往往在回忆里，从新的被伤害，每次想起，就不自觉的心情低落，甚至流下眼泪。。我想，这是因为不自觉的，我常觉得自己在这段感情里受了委屈吧，这感情上的创伤，阻止我向神更迈进一步，也错过了好多美好事物。。

可是，出奇的，今天，当脑袋里浮起他的面孔时，我竟连丝毫伤感都没有。。心里竟是出奇的平静、平安。。拼命想想所曾经觉得伤心失落的事，却半点也想不起，只觉得，他跟我好朋友没两样，在心里所占据的重要位置，似乎不属于他了。。。。我想，我真的成功地放下了。。。。神，真的垂听我的祷告。。现在，我俩真的能真真实实当朋友了。。。

事后，想想，我，确实渴望恋爱。。。。

开始迈入生命的第20个年头，常会问问自己，eh 友婷，你会不会嫁不出去啊？？哈哈。。

看见朋友们个个都有伴了，会胡思乱想下的。。

可是，今天，我终于明白了。。。

要开始，维持一段感情并不容易，尤其像宁恩姐这般长跑型的。。

甜蜜、快乐固然有。。

可这其中，也包含着多少血泪的啊。。

我自认感情丰富，仔细想想，若神真的将一个人赐给我，我预备好心承受这一切了吗？？我的心够强壮来承担即将收到的伤痛吗？？我不希望因为承受不了，像年轻人般离开神。。。

明了，就释怀了。。

感谢宁恩姐的这篇信息，让我对感情事更深了解。。

更谢谢曾经在我面临这些事时陪着我，为我祷告，直到我放下的好姐妹。。

谢谢他，让我快乐过、爱过、恨过、痛过，才能成长进步。。

最终，感谢神，只有你明白我所需要的，我所能承受的。。

谢谢你如此般爱我，让我不必经历更多伤痛。。

我要学习更多亲近你，我想，时候到了，我准备好的，你所为我预备的，必是超过我求、我想的，最适合我的白马王子。。=P

我爱你，耶稣。。

pek cek.... =.=

so pek cek now.... dunno of wat.....=.=
of myself??
tink i'm goin insane.......

Gud Nite.....

First time, I was sick few days before CNY.. Took 7 panadols dis 2 days yet still having fever, cough n blocked nose..... Arrggghh.... Dis 2 days was lik juz for sleeping.... =.= will i recover before CNY??

It was a cold nite... Raining whole day... Tink alot... Bout my studies, frens, ministry, God.... But of coz, stil in a blurry condition thanks to da fever... Anyways, thx God for everything dat happened.. Felt dat sometimes I'm kinda stupid to wanna noe something dat i've already known dat will hurt myself.. stupid enuf rite?? =.= anyways, learning n trying to be more independent.... Frens willl not always be wif me.. Many movin into another stage of life, n i was lik still so blur stuck in memories years ago...

Yet to cope up n catch up wif my uni studies... need to put more effort in it d.. Adjusting myself into uni life... Getting my housemate soon... Less freedom at house d.. XP But got a fren to accompany, not bad it seems.. New ministry startin dis month.. Thx God for da chance.... Needa improve myself n appreciate it... Finally understood dere are many types of ppl in dis world.... Many are suitable as frens, but true frens are really few.. Maybe i'm juz not dat special n important enuf for u even as a fren, but i believe I'm still precious in da eyes of my heavenly father, n oso my family... thx alot to dem for taking care of me dis 2 days.. :)

CNY dis year, my wish is to love U more, God, study harder in my exams to excel, n to be more independent.... :)

Its late now, so I suppose I shall go n sleep..... Nites world... XD

Counting God's Grace....... :)

In da past few days.. I've tried alot of new things... Alot of first times..... :)

Lets start wif uni life... I went for financial accounting, management accounting n principle microeconomics.... Had so many ????? on my head during da lectures... Guess I gonna put in more effort to make sure I score for my paper d...... Its kind of challenging, 13 weeks left before finals, n I'm stil in kind of getting-to-know-the-subject mood.. God, pls grant me wif wisdom n discipline, dat I may study hard n do well in my exams to glorify Ur name.... Got alot of assignments in da first class.. All contributing to final exam results.. Needa work hard d.. Thx God got some nice kor kor help me check my eng... Now only I realise my eng is kinda cha.... =.= Blurly became group leader for my eng assignment, pls.... hope my group members will corporate wif me... n help me out...

Next, came to St. John duty for Thaipusam.. Its from 11pm on wed to 7am on thurs.. And we still got meeting at church on thurs morning 10am.. Yeng le......... =.= Anyways, Went sentul ktm station to wait for Mannee to take ktm together to Batu Caves at wed 10.30pm.. We shd reach Batu Caves at 11pm to check in.. End up Mannee reach only at 12am....... N I smartly stand alone beside da railway for 1 n a half hour waiting.......... Reach Batu Caves round 1am.... Its like da whole Malaysia Indians were dere..... WOW...... My whole body kena touch fr hair to toe by hands n bodies dunno coming out fr where... =.= Anyways.. Shd say its quite an experience... Was very very tired after we finished our duty.. Forgotten to bring my clothes out.. End up followed Mannee to a kor kor's hse to clean up ourselves n prepare for meeting.. Thx Kor for da shirt... If not i needa wear da smelly st john shirt again... =.=

Last... Some small accident I met today...... Was fetching Mannee bak juz now... It was raining kinda heavily... Accidentaly dropped into a hole, n my tyre was punctured..... Rain stopped eventually..... Thx God, dat Jia Hong was nearby working.. Thx him alot for helping me to change da tyre... After he done, we keep da stuffs n get into car to continue our journey... Juz da moment we get into our car, rain started to pour down heavily again... Hallelujah!!! Thx God.. I tink it muz be my dear heavenly father protecting me... :)

Juz as da song we sing in church today, step by step, I am counting God's grace in my life... Without Him, I cant imagine how life will be... How true n how great is my God..... Jesus, pls be my best fren n be wif me everyday... I love you, sweet Jesus...... :)

Next stage of life: University Life

Yesterday was my first day in uni. It symbolizes a new start, a new beginning, n a new challenge in my life. Having a completely new study method, living in a new environment (alone), meeting all new friends………… I’ve just tried too many 1^st time this 2 days. Now I finally understand that cleaning a house is not too hard after all….. Walking to uni is not that far too.

Attended few talks this 2 days. UTAR : My Choice.. is dat true?? Is dat a correct choice?? I’ve seriously no idea.. But I really believe that when God put me here, He have His will n destiny on me here.. This is a NO U-turn path it seems.. Anyhow, decisions are made and no use thinking too much and regret right…..

However, Started thinking a lot yesterday.. 4 years here.. Totally new subject.. Am I strong enough, or even ready to accept this challenge?? God, I pray that U’ll be by my side everyday.. Help me when I’m in need, strengthen me when I’m weak.. Comfort me with Your Wings, when I feel alone n depressed.. Give me wisdom n knowledge dat I may do well in my degree, to glorify Your Name.. Send me Your Angels to protect me from any harm n dangerous.. Fill me with Your Love every day, that I can influence all people around me, and to win souls for Your Kingdom.. Let me continue to stand on Your solid rock n love You more n more everyday..

Uni life.. Feel excited to know more frens n seniors.. Who knows I might even find my Mr. Right here?? XP But of coz, most importantly is study well, enjoy life, and get a gud relationship wif God n all my frens here..

So.. UTAR, here I come.. I believe I’ve made a right choice… J