It is more BLESSED, to GIVE den to RECEIVE..

Its a very blessed day today..

I juz came bak fr Penang for CNY bak to hometown trip..

Feel bit sad, coz da 2nd day i went i had food poisoning, n it juz spoiled da whole trip..

Luckily, thx for my dearest sisters' prayer, God healed me n I'm perfectly ok da nex day..

Went to Queen's street yesterday, dey had a very big celebration for Chap Goh Meh..

Even Lim Guan Eng was dere, and I actually sawed him in a near distance..

Its reali fun, n I went throwing mandarines into da wishing well too..

Pray dat my wishes wil come true..

Today,

I reached bak at 1pm, den rest awhile..

Headed church for Thanksgiving at bout 3pm..

Thx Ann jie alot for da transport dere, n Lei Ming jie for fetching me home after dat..

It was so perfect til da offering time..

I told myself, I wanted to giv RM200 dis time..

But, family economy got bit prob lately,

N I gave all I hav to my parents to try n help out..

All I left wif me is my onli RM50..

When da time to give come,

I hold da envelope, wif my all I hav in it,

N I pray to God:

'' Dear God,

I noe i promised to give more,

but dis is all I hav for now,

Take all of it,

n pls bless me n my family,

Amen.''

And I happily put my offering into da box..

We hav a cooking competition,

Thx alot to Guan Kheng, for representing our cell..

Although we didnt win, but stil I appreciate da hardwork u've put in..

Love all of my members..

U all are da best in my heart always.. =)

* Congrats to Kor n those hu won da competition oso.. Efforts not wasted n got extra money huh.. =)

Den, I came home, n I went Teng's place..

Brought her mum some gift as CNY gift in return..

Den Her mum gave me n bro each a red packet..

Happily i took n wished her Happy New Year..

Den, We tok wif Teng n Maine n Xin Lin..

Chat awhile before we head bak home..

When I reach home, I opened da red packet....

N guessed wat??

A MIRACLE happened...

Inside, it lies RM200...

Its da biggest red packet I've ever recieved..

N it is juz da amount i promised I'll give God..

HALLELUJAH!!

God is juz so wonderful, n faithful..

I guess..

God wanna tell me dat He's always by my side..

N He'll help me whenever i'm in need,

N most importantly,

HE LISTENS to PRAYER....

Thx Lord..

I'm reali happy, n feeling so blessed..

I promised I'll work hard in future,

to glorify Ur Name,

To study hard,

So dat It wil become a testimonial to others...

God is great, God is good, God is faithful all da time!!!! =)

Love, and to Not Love..

To Love n To not Love..

It seems related, yet complicated..

I find dat relationships r tiring, even though I havnt even tried..

1stly, I admit..

I do reali liked dis guy b4..

But...

I wont hav da courage to confess, if it wasnt him hu actually 'forced' me someway..

Haha..

Yep..

Relationships are nice, sweet,

yet, if it is onli 1 sided,

it brings onli sadness, hurt n pain..

I admit..

My previous blogs..

R writing bout u..

Once, a Fren warned me,

to not be so close wif him,

She say I'll get hurt,

yet I tot dis could be kept secret always,

n as time passes, da feeling wil go away..

N actually, I didnt put hope at all,

n I didnt bother to tink too much,

As I noe he has dis strong feelings towards another gal..

Which, actually was my best fren too..

I noe, to loved, is juz to hope for da best for him,

dat he may find happiness forever..

However,

I noe,

I ruined it after I accidentaly spilled it out dat day,

He asked me ques dat actually broke my heart,

N it juz causes me lots of pain..

Starting dat day,

I tried to avoid him,

to not c him,

to not tok to him...

I noe its kinda stupid,

But i dun wan him to tink too much,

N I dun wan myself to tink to much,

guess,

I juz need time to heal..

Need time to be myself again..

I seriously do hope we could stay frens forever..

No matter wat happens..

N I wished da best of luck to u n her..

Juz giv her sometime, let her tink wat she wans.....

Anyways..

Juz wanna tell..

I'm seriously ok d..

Lik a chinese song, after crying, everthing will be better..

After dat nite,

I learned a homework,

to forget da past, to work hard for future..

I stil loved u now, as a bro..

So, I do hope,

Its a new year, new beginning, n a new hope for all of us............

For now, I juz wanna love God wif all my heart,

focus in my studies,

put more effort in my ministries,

n put more time for my family n frens.. =)

*PS: For those hu read my blog, I juz wanna scribble things to release my stress, I'm perfectly ok, juz read n forget it, dun comment n dun ask me yup.. A small prayer for me will do.. Thx.. =)

=)

Juz realised I posted alot of quite sad things lately..

So..

Now.. Lets hav some happy de..

Today we hav a small party for choir class in church..

We're all bz chattin, fellowship, n of coz, watching city harvest video....

Enjoyed n learned alot..

Thx yup Jessie Jie..

For organizing.. =)

Its time to move on,

as dere is no use hanging on past..

Especially those negative sides de..

So..

I wanted to tell ALL of u..

I'm perfectly FINE..

No need to worry bout me..

N I promise I'll be strong n stay happy always..

To all my dearest frens..

Hope we'll be frens forever..

=)

Thinking..

Guess I'm juz thinkin too much..

Now onli I noe..

Its actually kinda hard to forget..

Pain deep inside my heart..

God.. Pls help me..................

巧克力。祝福

今天，是个备受祝福的日子。。

到了11个家庭拜年。。

和小组组员们玩得好开心。。

收到了好多好多红包。。

虽然好累，却是值得的。。

得到那么多的祝福，相信今年将会是个美好的一年。。=)

接下来，要介绍巧克力了。。

Chocolates from Chocolate Lounge

好美的巧克力吧。。=）

可惜，不是我的。。

是他送她的。。该说是，春节礼物还是情人节礼物呢？？

只是曾经随口提过，她好喜欢这个店的巧克力。。

没想到，他紧记在心里。。

她让我尝了一小口。。

还真甜。。

是啊，想必她真是甜进心里了。。=）

是的。。

他为她付出还真多。。

好羡慕哦。。

连我这个当妹妹的，看，连10%都没有吧。。

哈哈。。没得怨。。。早就习惯了吗。。。

礼物，是没有我的份的啦。。

哈哈。。

人总是重色轻友的一群动物吗。。

衷心希望，他有守得云开见月明的一天。。

更希望，他们又幸福快乐在一起的一天。。=）

好了，没的收，就用看的。。=）

Heart shaped Choco..

全新的一天。。

今天，是难得轻松的一天。。

下午，Mannee 来我家，我们谈了一个下午。。

聊有的没的。。

好久没有一起坐下慢慢聊天了。。

想念那种味道。。

6.00pm，到Charmaine家做客。。

和她可爱的小狗狗玩。。

谢谢aunty的大红包咯。。

7.30pm，Jarren在我们到了紫莹的家。。

他家还真的超美的叻。。

见到好多好多旧同学。。

5A，5B 和5C的人都差不多到齐了。。

好想念他们。。

跟他们聊啊聊。。

谈到好多儿时趣事，更是不尽哈哈大笑起来。。

更拿起麦克风唱起歌来。。

过后，12am，把Mannee送回家，

我们又到Murni去喝茶。。

继续和旧同学们聊天。。

好想念以前的时光啊。。

2am，

终于回到了家。。。

今天，老实说，真的很开心，

和好多的旧同学见面，要谢谢紫莹。。

又有好多好吃的，又有大红包。。

太谢谢她了。。

能和老友叙旧，真是人生一大好事。。

不知下次，又是何年何月了。。

希望，我们友谊永固吧。。

更希望，我们能再次相聚。。

今天。。他也和她发了整天的短讯。。

为了情人节礼物，竟然能发几十封短讯。。

和她说话更是魂不守舍，十问九不应。。

算了。。没办法。。

人吗，总是在生命五颜六色后，往往都忽略了身旁的朋友们了。。

我。。

开始学会失忆了。。

什么都不想。。

还是。。

朋友知己最实际。。

人生得一知己，比什么都重要了。。

其他的。。就随风飘过。。

悄悄的我走了，
正如我悄悄的来；
我挥一挥衣袖，
不带走一片云彩。。

就想这样潇洒的离开，

到远方寻找梦的翅膀。。。。。。

I'm Sorry..

Juz read bak our conversation dat day..

Suddenly found out dat..

It's kinda funny...

Hahaha...

Well..

I dunno y i reacted dat way dat day..

Too emo d..

Haha..

So..

If u read dis...

Juz Wanna say..

I'm sorry..

Mayb I shdnt react dat way..

Make u panicked n regret rite..

Haha..

Sorry yea..

U'll always be my nice Kor rite.. =P

Anyways..

Tmr mission trip..

Enjoy n all da best yup..

Remember take care yup..

Dun work too hard til sick d den not gud lu...

God bless.. =)