Its Complicated~

My blog is kinda dead recently.. Juz feel so lazy to come and update :P
Well, life is pretty good lately, busy with uni, church as usual..
This sem is bit special, as it is a short sem, only 7 weeks, and I joined 2 events, incharging of drama and marketing.. Wrote a 'cacated' script, no time to practice and it is only 1 week left till the big day.. =.= STRESS..
Assignments are piling up, tutorial questions not done, presentations, cell group visitations, bible study........
Relax, between problem and God, I choose you, God.. =)

Well, something happened this week.. Some thing about cell member, I was kinda worried at first, prayed for her, and thank God she is now okay :)
Yesterday was a special day, Mei Lin Jie shared in cell group, and Deric Gor shared a really good and encouraging sermon.
It was Chu Ling's birthday too~ We sang birthday song for her after service. Once again, happy blessed birthday gal, and love u lots.. :P

But that is still not a main point.. One of my senior in high school visited my cell group and church. I was really surprised initially, and awkwardly talked to him and invited him to cell group.
Thank God everything end up smoothly.
After that we went for dinner, talked alot, and suddenly I realised that he is sooooo different than what I usually think who he is. He impressed me alot with his stories, and ya, he is a gentleman. =) He treat us dinner, send me bak church to pick up my sentul boys, sent them home and finally drop me home.. I was bit paise actually, ma fan-ing some1 after so long time no see.. =P
But I enjoyed the day with him, a long lost contact senior.


Life is juz toooooo complicated..
Too many decisions to make.....
Too many paths to take......
Help me GOD, guide me the path.
Anyways, God is my priority in life.
Amen.

p/s: in case someone is reading, juz scribbling around.. :) erase it after u read it n dun ask me anything, juz releasing stress XD

坏女人

最近爱上了FT ISLAND 的‘坏女人’。。
忽然间觉得，我自己就是个坏女人。。。。

很多时候，明明知道某些事不应该做，却偏偏去做。。。
有些事脑袋一直呼唤着去做，却因依着情绪没去做。。
一生人当中，自认所作的好事不少，心里犯的错误却也好多。。
外表看似没事，其实心却早已伤痕累累。。

很多事情总是没法做选择，就学会埋怨。。
在那可以做选择的小事上，往往却做错了选择。。

幸好，虽然我什么都不是，什么都做不好，什么都不会，但是感谢神，依然用那小小的我，那坏坏的我，那没用的我，成为祂美好计划里的一部分。。。

我相信，因着神，我将从破碎到自由。。
我，有一天会找着属于我的幸福，属于我的蓝天。。

安息。。

此刻的心情，好低落。。
就像外面下着的绵绵细雨。。是天空在为他哭泣吗？
这不是大家想要的结局。。
为什么？每个人心里都有千百个为什么？？
为什么是他？为什么是才华横溢，爱神的他？
不知道神，你的旨意是什么意思。。

好想好想大哭一场，眼泪却流不出。。
好想找人说说话，告诉我说，友婷，别难过，这是梦而已，但是。。。。可能吗？？

忽然间，脑海里浮起了好多好多的回忆。。
他说话的样子，笑着的样子，打鼓的样子，拍戏的样子，载我回家的样子。。。。
还记得他说的话，记得和他嬉闹的日子，记得，他说他和我用同款手机时的样子。。
好多好多的回忆。。
你还记得吗？我还欠你几趟旅程，我答应有机会一定要载你回家的。。。。
现在，我永远都没有这个机会了吧。。。。。。。。
好想为你做些什么，你能不能告诉我，我能做些什么呢。。。
此刻，我什么都不想做，只想为你祈祷，希望你安息。。

你是我最敬爱的哥哥，我会永远把你深藏在心里的角落。。
你的每一件事，我都会记得的。。
你鼓励我的每一句话，我答应你，我一定会做到。。
你坚持不放弃的精神，我会时时刻刻提醒自己，向你学习。。

相信此刻你是快乐的吧。。
远离一切的痛苦烦恼，安息在主怀里，与耶稣一同坐席了吧。。
我答应你，我不会再伤心了，你的生命，深深地鼓励了我，我以你为荣。。。

哥哥，安息吧。。。我们天堂见吧。。。

miracle..

我，相信神迹。。。
Kevin哥，我们真的很爱你。。
你要坚强啊。。。

神阿，你是赐生命气息的神。。
愿你彰显你荣耀的作为在他的身上，因他要为你完成更多伟大的梦想。。。

主啊，我恳切祷告，直到成就。。我相信，他必得痊愈。。。。。。

Amen！

重生

昨日和今日，看见几位年轻人，甚至是婆婆，都受洗归入神的名下。。

心里是何等的感动啊。。

受洗，有着重生的意思，新的开始，新的生命，新的荣耀。。

是时候，我也该重生了吧。。

生命是时候改变更新，紧紧跟随耶稣的脚步。。

要扩大我的信心，7月9号，是DF重写历史的时刻。。

年尾的受洗礼，将是更荣耀的时刻。。。

阿门

First Time....

First time joining an activity need to give free hugs..
First time hugging a guy, which i dun even noe is hu..
First time, my heart pumps like 100 beats per second..
First time, my face is red n hot til like ter-ate alot of chilies.. -.-

Wat a scary experience....

Blessed Birthday Dear.. :)

Its Mannee's birthday today..
Juz wanna say, Happy Blessed 20th Birthday..
Enjoy and Love ya lots.. :P

YouTing