看来这里都差不多生尘啦..
不知不觉的，酱就过了半年了,真是时光飞逝啊..
半年里，发生了很多开心不开心的事..
4月份，我和哥哥的生日，我们一大半兄弟姐妹第一次去吃Jogoya.
与大学同学唱半夜KTV..
5月份，不记得有什么特别事了..
6月份，M4J. 今年没得参与特会，只去晚间的神大能医治特会，倒是学习不少事情.
为着病人祷告，看见神迹发生，感觉神就是那么的真实.
7月份，忙碌的一个月.. DREAMS III 的总决赛..
期间认识了很多红人小弟弟，让我打开眼届，他们就如活在我们身旁的明星，生活每时每刻都活在灯光底下.
决赛当天忘了帮一名DreamsBoy安排交通导致他被弃权，其实心里挺内疚难过..
接下来又Running Man Camp, 觉得神真的在我们中间，第一次通宵没睡筹备，看见整个营会圆满结束，心里只充满无限感恩..
当然Tropicana几个新成员都信主，甚至一些也都直接受洗，让我感叹耶稣的奇妙作为，只能将一切荣耀都归给神.
8月，新的开始，其实过得不太好..
没人来则一直怨天尤人，每天祈求上帝将人数加添给我们..
有人后，大家都称赞，但是有谁明白人多时多了多少的问题分叉..
有人来后要花更多时间培训看顾他们，甚至人们开始习惯，开始露出真本性，开始不留情面，不尊敬，不认同你的领导做事方法...
真得好累好累，好想放假，到最爱的巴黎度假..
找不着人倾诉，就只剩上帝永不离弃我..
因祂何等的爱我，我一定要更多寻求祂..
不要轻言放弃，否则对不起上帝！
p/s：好想念你，Kevin哥.. 你在天上好吗？永远都不会忘记你那单纯爱主，谦卑服事的态度.. 放心吧，我一定一定不会轻言放弃的！:)
Friday, August 9, 2013
Tuesday, February 19, 2013
过新年
转眼间，农历新年有过得差不多了。
今年的新年过得格外充实。北上槟城，南下马六甲。
就在短短的7天内完成了。
初28至年初3就在槟岛度过了。从小，对槟城就有一种说不出的亲切感。
从团圆饭，拜年，至和哥哥及朋友出街，每一天都是美好的。
第一次去到Straits Quay，真的名副其实的漂亮。
噢，对了，值得一提的是，这是我第一次驾车北上，感觉不错。XD
初三和初四就在芙蓉外婆家度过，就只是静静在家和亲戚们叙旧。
原来，平平淡淡也是种幸福。
初五-情人节，和亲爱的弟兄姐妹度过，第一次觉得这日子过得不寂寞了。
我们南下马六甲，整个行程其实就在2个地方旋转，就是简单的trip，却过得异常开心。
初六，到教会去参与赞美敬拜团的大扫除，把全部乐器，音响系统，电线收拾得干干净净，焕然一新。虽然疲惫，却非常有成就感，更看见了“团结就是力量”。
初七，原本的小组拜年改成outing。和几个组员度过了快乐的一天。
初八，终于回到神的家。聚会完毕到好多哥哥姐姐家拜年，也算是行了华人过年要到亲朋戚友家拜年的美德。最后一站在家喝酒，不小心喝醉了，头昏昏的，感觉真不好，不过，还是很开心。晚上还到雪婷家看他们拜天公，真是何其壮观啊。
就这样，新年就过到这了。
今年，是禧年，全新的开始，全新的希望，全新的我。
加油吧。
今年的新年过得格外充实。北上槟城，南下马六甲。
就在短短的7天内完成了。
初28至年初3就在槟岛度过了。从小，对槟城就有一种说不出的亲切感。
从团圆饭，拜年，至和哥哥及朋友出街，每一天都是美好的。
第一次去到Straits Quay，真的名副其实的漂亮。
噢，对了，值得一提的是，这是我第一次驾车北上，感觉不错。XD
初三和初四就在芙蓉外婆家度过，就只是静静在家和亲戚们叙旧。
原来，平平淡淡也是种幸福。
初五-情人节，和亲爱的弟兄姐妹度过，第一次觉得这日子过得不寂寞了。
我们南下马六甲，整个行程其实就在2个地方旋转，就是简单的trip，却过得异常开心。
初六，到教会去参与赞美敬拜团的大扫除，把全部乐器，音响系统，电线收拾得干干净净，焕然一新。虽然疲惫，却非常有成就感，更看见了“团结就是力量”。
初七，原本的小组拜年改成outing。和几个组员度过了快乐的一天。
初八，终于回到神的家。聚会完毕到好多哥哥姐姐家拜年，也算是行了华人过年要到亲朋戚友家拜年的美德。最后一站在家喝酒，不小心喝醉了，头昏昏的，感觉真不好，不过，还是很开心。晚上还到雪婷家看他们拜天公，真是何其壮观啊。
就这样，新年就过到这了。
今年，是禧年，全新的开始，全新的希望，全新的我。
加油吧。
Friday, December 7, 2012
a little sweet dream.
Juz dreamt of my wedding. Its so true, so real dat i really tot it is real. I dreamt of him, being so nice to drive my fren up to ipoh to give the fren's parents a surprise. Am actually very sam tong if he Will be too tired. It is a nite. I slept off on the passenger seat. When i woke up its morning. I asked him to stop by to let me go to the ladies. When i come out, i had the shock of my life. I saw many ppl, all dressed up very very pretty, wif decorations. Saw Mannee in a purple white dress, wif make up n hair do, n Ann Jie oso. Den i have a feeling dat dis is my wedding, a surprise wedding. Was trembling when Ann Jie asked me for help for some deco. Then i saw him, in a pure white suit, comin towards me, kneeling by my side, hugging me, n telling me how much i meant to him, how special am i. I cried like nothing else, heard sin li's voice laughing at me. But i am too joyful, to happy to listen to her. Stood up wif him, n i said i do. Den i woke up. Oh, wat a funny little dream. :)
Monday, November 19, 2012
the experience.
Well, just came back from Dream Factor 1.0 yesterday. Overall, it was a fun and wonderful camp. Was arranged to be the advisor of Group 12, with a bunch of super noisy kids, and 2 very good leaders.
Day 1: Went Cheras early in the morning to fetch Yoke Yen and Hui Yan. Reached church early and had breakfast. Camp started with intro with members and team building games, at night service then sleep. Deric Gor shared well, many people responded to the altar call. The pnw team didnt do well as there is alot of mistakes, we came together to ask for forgiveness from God, prayed for a better preparation and humble heart, alertness for the next service.
Day 2: Woke up at 5am, thanks to the girls, who cant sleep nicely. Either they will be chit chatting whole night, or waking up very very early to bath and stuffs. Went to Taman Pertanian for Dream Hunt. In charging the spiderman game. Thanks to Deric Gor who helped out to set up the game. Waited for quite long before groups of people came to challenge. The most unforgettable will be the last group who came for challenge, 20 mins before ending the game. One of the members being uncooperative, causing my fingers to be injured. :( Overall it was good. The game session ended, and briefing starts. Xing Zai's leg muscle cramp, gotta rub counterpain for him. And it was a super not good experience. Hate those harry leg hairs, who stick on my palm while i rub. Ewwwwwwwwww. Disgusting. The counterpain and dust went into my wound on fingers, and it was definitely very very pain. Special thanks to Si Hong who helped me with alcohol swab and antiseptic. Back to church after that, was dead tired, yet there is jamming session, didnt rest well. The whole PnW team fast and prayed for night service. And indeed, the service was great. 90 percent of the non believers accepted Christ. Praise the Lord. Tze Hoe Gor indeed shared a very good sermon. The team then went out for supper after service before heading back for sleep.
Day 3: Think all of them was really exhausted after the Dream Hunt. All woke up at round 7.30. The team again gathered at 8am for prayer. Service started, Mei Lin Jie shared the sermon. Altar call session, we prayed for every members who responded. The presence of God was just so strong. Could never forget the moment. Service ended. We went to Desa Waterpark. The experience was just so-so. The longest thunderbolt was not as fun as expected, although the line is sooooooo long. Almost died drinking pool water during the wave session, thanks again to Si Hong who borrow me his tube. Well, all I can say is this boy is really a good one, very kind heart he has. :) By clutching to the tube tightly, this has caused my whole body pain for 2 days, till now. :( Moving every inches hurts. Finish having fun at the park, sent my friends home, back church for pnw practice for sun service the next day.
Overall, the camp was really a good one, a very good one. Learnt the spirit of excellence during the camp, being humble and alert. Seen some potential in some of the group leaders, believing that one day they will do great things for God.
Today was a good day too. Pastor Meng defended us during the leaders meeting. He really loved us alot and defend us and talked to the church board. Was really really touched that moment, thanks alot pastor for trusting and supporting us soooo much. Felt bit of regret also, for complaining, for making comments that leaders stress us, yet we dont know that they were even stressful, and yet they still love us and defend us.
Texted pastor, encouraging him and promised to support, love him and keep him in prayers. I love my pastor, as he understands his team member, and he trusted and love us more than anyone else. Thank you Jesus for giving me such a precious opportunity to work together with such a good leader to glorify Your name.
Will continue to keep on, keeping on, work hard, strive hard to win souls for Christ. I am an Army of God!!!
Day 1: Went Cheras early in the morning to fetch Yoke Yen and Hui Yan. Reached church early and had breakfast. Camp started with intro with members and team building games, at night service then sleep. Deric Gor shared well, many people responded to the altar call. The pnw team didnt do well as there is alot of mistakes, we came together to ask for forgiveness from God, prayed for a better preparation and humble heart, alertness for the next service.
Day 2: Woke up at 5am, thanks to the girls, who cant sleep nicely. Either they will be chit chatting whole night, or waking up very very early to bath and stuffs. Went to Taman Pertanian for Dream Hunt. In charging the spiderman game. Thanks to Deric Gor who helped out to set up the game. Waited for quite long before groups of people came to challenge. The most unforgettable will be the last group who came for challenge, 20 mins before ending the game. One of the members being uncooperative, causing my fingers to be injured. :( Overall it was good. The game session ended, and briefing starts. Xing Zai's leg muscle cramp, gotta rub counterpain for him. And it was a super not good experience. Hate those harry leg hairs, who stick on my palm while i rub. Ewwwwwwwwww. Disgusting. The counterpain and dust went into my wound on fingers, and it was definitely very very pain. Special thanks to Si Hong who helped me with alcohol swab and antiseptic. Back to church after that, was dead tired, yet there is jamming session, didnt rest well. The whole PnW team fast and prayed for night service. And indeed, the service was great. 90 percent of the non believers accepted Christ. Praise the Lord. Tze Hoe Gor indeed shared a very good sermon. The team then went out for supper after service before heading back for sleep.
Day 3: Think all of them was really exhausted after the Dream Hunt. All woke up at round 7.30. The team again gathered at 8am for prayer. Service started, Mei Lin Jie shared the sermon. Altar call session, we prayed for every members who responded. The presence of God was just so strong. Could never forget the moment. Service ended. We went to Desa Waterpark. The experience was just so-so. The longest thunderbolt was not as fun as expected, although the line is sooooooo long. Almost died drinking pool water during the wave session, thanks again to Si Hong who borrow me his tube. Well, all I can say is this boy is really a good one, very kind heart he has. :) By clutching to the tube tightly, this has caused my whole body pain for 2 days, till now. :( Moving every inches hurts. Finish having fun at the park, sent my friends home, back church for pnw practice for sun service the next day.
Overall, the camp was really a good one, a very good one. Learnt the spirit of excellence during the camp, being humble and alert. Seen some potential in some of the group leaders, believing that one day they will do great things for God.
Today was a good day too. Pastor Meng defended us during the leaders meeting. He really loved us alot and defend us and talked to the church board. Was really really touched that moment, thanks alot pastor for trusting and supporting us soooo much. Felt bit of regret also, for complaining, for making comments that leaders stress us, yet we dont know that they were even stressful, and yet they still love us and defend us.
Texted pastor, encouraging him and promised to support, love him and keep him in prayers. I love my pastor, as he understands his team member, and he trusted and love us more than anyone else. Thank you Jesus for giving me such a precious opportunity to work together with such a good leader to glorify Your name.
Will continue to keep on, keeping on, work hard, strive hard to win souls for Christ. I am an Army of God!!!
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Heart of Worship
I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and its all about You, all about You, Jesus. Amen.
Again, I juz wanna say grace and thank God for giving me the chance to involve in praise n worship ministry, to have the chance in serving him with the keyboard together with the team.
I used to have the thinking that my ministry is a 2nd class ministry, where my presence is not really important (where if there is me then the music becomes nicer, but without me it doesnt affect much). I could not really cope with the team, where i always think that the guys (musicians) have their special way of communication, and i could not understand n join in the conversation.
Went to FGA again few days ago for a praise n worship seminar with Redo. Missed the 1st session, but I thank God i went to the 2nd one. Was juz bak from Singapore n JB on thurs, and i went straight to the seminar. Feeling really tired, I am not really really excited at first. However, things changed when Redo started singing worship, and when he started sharing. His voice is sooooooo anointed, and i really could feel the presence of God when he sang the first line. I learned alot from his sharing, he is really humble, cute and always smiling throughout the session. He shared his life testimony, and I was amazed by his life story, and also how great is our God to use a person like him, who came from a really really broken family. He used to be a nobody, he learned music on his own, until now he can sing any songs on the spot wif his guitar, and also compose songs which are sang throughout countries. I still remember each and every word that he speaks. He is famous, yet he does not steals the glory of God. He seems to be nobody, but God makes him a somebody.
The first worship song he sang: "I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and its all about You, all about You, Jesus", and his sharing that the one that we are ministering should be God, not men. And then I realised, its all about Jesus. No matter the presence of me is important or not in the eyes of men, no matter how small the contribution i gave, its all about Jesus, and it matters to God. Suddenly, I felt so blessed, so loved by God, and so proud and happy that i am in the worship team, that i could use the keyboard to worship. Suddenly, i feel so grateful that i can play the keyboard, and the feelings of 2nd class juz disappear as i know i am precious in the eyes of God, and he enjoyed my ministry :)
And thus, I could start to serve with a renewed heart, a joyful one. I enjoyed worshipping him, enjoyed the presence of Jesus, as the song sounds " Jesus, Your presence is heaven to me".
Secretly, i've made a promise to God. I wanna make pnw ministry as my first ministry. I juz wanna live my life worshipping God. I wanna continue to learn different styles in playing piano, improve my skills, getting a new keyboard, a real 2nd keyboard with synthesizer, so that i can play nice music, not for men but for Jesus.
Love you, Jesus.
Again, I juz wanna say grace and thank God for giving me the chance to involve in praise n worship ministry, to have the chance in serving him with the keyboard together with the team.
I used to have the thinking that my ministry is a 2nd class ministry, where my presence is not really important (where if there is me then the music becomes nicer, but without me it doesnt affect much). I could not really cope with the team, where i always think that the guys (musicians) have their special way of communication, and i could not understand n join in the conversation.
Went to FGA again few days ago for a praise n worship seminar with Redo. Missed the 1st session, but I thank God i went to the 2nd one. Was juz bak from Singapore n JB on thurs, and i went straight to the seminar. Feeling really tired, I am not really really excited at first. However, things changed when Redo started singing worship, and when he started sharing. His voice is sooooooo anointed, and i really could feel the presence of God when he sang the first line. I learned alot from his sharing, he is really humble, cute and always smiling throughout the session. He shared his life testimony, and I was amazed by his life story, and also how great is our God to use a person like him, who came from a really really broken family. He used to be a nobody, he learned music on his own, until now he can sing any songs on the spot wif his guitar, and also compose songs which are sang throughout countries. I still remember each and every word that he speaks. He is famous, yet he does not steals the glory of God. He seems to be nobody, but God makes him a somebody.
The first worship song he sang: "I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and its all about You, all about You, Jesus", and his sharing that the one that we are ministering should be God, not men. And then I realised, its all about Jesus. No matter the presence of me is important or not in the eyes of men, no matter how small the contribution i gave, its all about Jesus, and it matters to God. Suddenly, I felt so blessed, so loved by God, and so proud and happy that i am in the worship team, that i could use the keyboard to worship. Suddenly, i feel so grateful that i can play the keyboard, and the feelings of 2nd class juz disappear as i know i am precious in the eyes of God, and he enjoyed my ministry :)
And thus, I could start to serve with a renewed heart, a joyful one. I enjoyed worshipping him, enjoyed the presence of Jesus, as the song sounds " Jesus, Your presence is heaven to me".
Secretly, i've made a promise to God. I wanna make pnw ministry as my first ministry. I juz wanna live my life worshipping God. I wanna continue to learn different styles in playing piano, improve my skills, getting a new keyboard, a real 2nd keyboard with synthesizer, so that i can play nice music, not for men but for Jesus.
Love you, Jesus.
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