Destiny..

I've been fasting n prayin for da whole week..

While worrying for my exam..

I'm oso Seekin my destiny..

Now I've an important decision to make..

To go or to stay..

I admit, I feel heavy when I tot of leaving dis place, leaving my family n frens, n even leaving my ministry, church, dearest cell members, n oso him..

I noe its a reali good chance to go to a new environment, to learn new things, c da whole wide world, meet whole bunch of new frens..........

Actually.. I noe he influenced me alot.. He say.. Go, y not.. Such a gud chance...

N deep inside my heart.. I oso could use dis as a reason.. To go to another place, to escape fr something, to forget something, n to forget him.. N I could start a whole new life again..

Spoked to a sis today.. She encouraged me alot wif her testimony..

She say its God's destiny dat she could giv up such a gud chance to go overseas study..

Ppl might tink she's stupid, but she say she nvr regret dat she chosed to stay..

She say memories here she get throughout dis years is so precious dat she wont exchange it wif going overseas..

She's now happy n contented wif wat she has..

She told me.. Nvr make a decision to fly juz to escape fr some1 or something..

I guessed.. She somehow knows wat i tink.. Reali is a gud leader of mine... XD

Talked to Pastor oso.. He says.. Pray, n hand it to God..

By chance.. I found out something...

Something I tot I will noe when it happen..

Pray dat all things wil be all well ends well..

God, pls tel me wats my destiny..

Wat shd i study n shd i go?

Pls make me love u more..

Pls help me, dat in watever decisions i make, its from u lord..

I pray dat u'll giv me a clean heart..

Juz to love U n worship u..

I hope U'll tel me, giv me a sign, dat i shd go or not..

As for him, I promised myself, I'll start to forget, as I noe time passes, n some truth reveals, it onli brings pain n sadness to myself.. Even though I've failed many times, yet i noe, 1 day i'll forget him completely.. N hope dat we may stil be frens forever..

Til den.. I hand in my life to God..

Lord, U're my refuge n shelter..

U loved me more den anything else in dis world..

Lord, hold me in ur arms n I'll find peace n joy in u............

Sweet Memories...

Today is Mothers' day..
Tot of celebrating wif my dearest mummy..
Mana tau she got her own plans n went Genting wif dad d..
=.="
Anyways..
She enjoy den can d lar..
Jz wana wish her a very happy mothers day..

I love u always, MUMMY..

Hope u stay happy always.. =)

Had a reali gud chat wif Kor on last thurs..

Long time we didnt chat nicely d..

Always tok oso onli bout formal things, work..........
Finally..
After so long time..
He's bak.. =)
N we crap alot dat day..
Enjoyed.. =P
However, he's bak to his work..

N a diff him again..

Anyways..
Hope he'll be bak again soon..
Miss my Kor alot.. =)

Last sun is our church's parents appreciation dinner..
I bought 4 tickets for our whole family too..
Its a nice dinner n I enjoyed it alot..
I hope my family does too.. =)
Anyways..

Dis is da 1 of a few pics i took dat nite..

Wif my dearest pet bro..

May God bless me wif a new camera soon so i can take more nex time.. =)

Gals..

















Mannee, Sin Li, Me n Sebrina..

Kenny n Me.. XD

Holiday...

I'm currently on my 1 day 2 nite holiday.. =)
I reach here yesterday 12.30am... 1 day here.. going bak at 7am tmr as bro got seminar to attend..
Its kinda rush it seems.. but better den no holiday rite..
Its da time spending wif family matters anyways..
Slept well, brunch, currently sitting in starbucks, waiting to check in to 1st world hotel..
got almost 300 more numbers to go...
So I shall spend sometime online n blog, before studyin in hotel later...
Dis shall be da 1st sat in dis year dat I'm so free, no need to go church..
Some of our youths went for mission trip..
May God bless dem abundantly throughout da journey..

hmm..
Juz a short post..
Last holiday before my A-Levels exam..
Shall treasure it n enjoy myself to da max.. =)
Need to study hard after dis..
May God strengthen me, giv me da will n power to study smart n study hard, so dat i may get gud results to glorify His name..........