God will make a way....

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength 
For each new day
He will make a way 
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
Rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
And He will do something new today






Amen, He will make a way.. 
I'm not afraid of challenges in front, not worry bout new frens, I will pray and believe God will do amazing things.. :)
Love u Jesus.. :)

圣诞节要到了。。

却感觉格外心烦。。

明天考试，书还没念完，却连丝毫想去翻开书本的意念也没有。。

想做的事情，没办法完成。。

不想做的，偏偏得去做。。

人生真的因为如此才有趣吗？

很不喜欢别人打乱计划好的事情，偏偏每次都是因为你的一句话，什么都变了。。

需要做的事情，不是白痴的我当然知道，也会去做。。

只是想在这一天约班知心朋友散心，却被说成活动将近，不用作工吗？

真的这么重要吗？这么累吗？连一天的休息也不行？

“让他们去吧，你没人陪就不用去拉。。。。”

要不是想去，当然就不会举办。。

是我太天真，太容易相信，盼望太高，也就越失望了。。

一次次的策划，却换来一次次的埋怨与拒绝。。

各式各样的理由都有，就只有在我策划的时候。。。

是巧合，还是单纯的不想去？

不知道，也不想知道了。。

这是最后一次的策划，累了，也不想让自己想太多。。

心已是伤痕累累，接受不了再来的失望与拒绝了。。

也许，我们性格上本来就不相称。。

这世上，真的只有耶稣真正懂我吧。。

是我叛逆吗？不想做了？

。。。。。

。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。

我还是会做，祷告，行动尽量去做。。

我，会好好的。。

就是因为耶稣这个信念，我会尽全力做好自己的本分。。。。。。

Christmas~

Its Christmas season again..

Its my favourite season in the whole year..

Christmas is just filled with so much of love, joy and laughter :)

It will definitely be a very very busy christmas this year, 

but I believe it will be a great 1 too..

Had fun in Sunway Giza for the past 2 days,

dancing and carolling,

makan-ing, movie,

camwhoring with my gals, especially Chi Chai.. :P

Miss you alot, Kevin Gor..

This Christmas is all for Jesus, and in remembrance of you..

Please smile in heaven, 

as your life will be a great testimony and bring comfort to many many lost souls this Christmas...

Thank God for all..
Will this Christmas be a miraculous one?
Amen.

怎么感觉你忽然变了，是因为那件事吗？
人与人之间相处，果然是个不容易学的功课。。。。

Midnite thoughts~

Its 12am sharp now, seriously not in da mood of sleeping... =.=
Anyways, wasnt in a really good situation dis few days..
Fri helped Mannee with the props til 5am, drained up all my energies, and somehow something unhappy happened in the middle due to miscommunication..
Sigh..
Juz so emo dis two days dunno how to do..
Its not really my fault actually, I really hoped that u could help n appreciate ur intention to help, juz that the situation do not permits..
I didnt noe it will end up lik dat..
I'm really sorry for da trouble caused, wat else can i do now?
Dun like the feelings being lik dat...
Will everything juz end lik dat??
......................................................................

Next, joined Christmas Giza dance performance..
Started practice only yesterday, and I only have 1 week to the real day of performance..
My dance skills learned through ballet 9 years ago has rusted it seems..
Its really tiring and hard to follow, but i promised to try to have fun and do my best, All for Jesus... (especially seeing Jason n Tze En dancing wif a lollipop, its simply so cute n motivating.... :P if they can do it, y cant I rite? )

Lets talk bout something happy.. :)
Stayed at Mannee's place on fri..
As I smartly banged my car last mon, she became my driver for few days and we talked alot..
It has been ages since we hav the time to talk so much..
Love to see her smiling n telling her stories..
Kissed her durin dinner yesterday :P
She's juz so cute...
Thanks for being by my side everytime i need help sis, LOVE u lots.... :)

Life is juz like coffee, its mixture of bitter and sweet..
Juz try to remember the sweet memories, and throw away the bitter parts.....
Wat should I do? Wat can I do?
When there is no hope in life, juz COME TO JESUS, He is everything I need and everything I seek........

p/s: juz found out dat I'm juz thinkin tooooo much =.=

累

最近日子过得不错，生活起了些变化，让我每天都很期待晚上的到来。。
日子过得很忙碌，堆积如山的assignments, presentation, mid term, 几乎把我挤得喘不过气来。。

好累好累，累得让自己编制了少读经祷告的借口。。
神阿，我知道我不该这样，尤其是在上星期５在小组里听着子和哥的分享，就像是神在此都过信息告诉我，是时候认罪悔改了。。
我，不要成为那假冒伪善的法利塞人。。
我需要你，耶稣。。
再次把爱与负担放进我的心里，让我从新认识你。。

似乎习惯了与这班好弟兄姐妹太亲了，他们让我感觉非常信任，也因此常在他们面前放肆自己。。
后悔了，却无不于事。。

累了，好像大哭，大闹，大喊，发泄憋在心里的一切感受。。
好想能有个人，能够明白我，爱护我，听我述说心里一切的话语。。
身为领袖，该有身份，有顾忌，有榜样。。
但是就只有今天，我好想放肆自己，我，想被人疼爱，捧在手心呵护。。
就只有今天，我想大声哭，发泄一切心里的压力。。
就只有今天，我就想做个普通人，一个普通的女孩，一个爱闹，有小姐脾气的女孩。。
就一天，就够了。。
明天，我就没事了。。:)

然而，不管发生什么事，依然学习凡事交托，凡事谢恩。。
谢谢你所让我经历的一切，我知道，每样的事情发生都有我必须学习的功课。。
爱你，亲爱的宝贵耶稣。。。:)

Its Complicated~

My blog is kinda dead recently.. Juz feel so lazy to come and update :P
Well, life is pretty good lately, busy with uni, church as usual..
This sem is bit special, as it is a short sem, only 7 weeks, and I joined 2 events, incharging of drama and marketing.. Wrote a 'cacated' script, no time to practice and it is only 1 week left till the big day.. =.= STRESS..
Assignments are piling up, tutorial questions not done, presentations, cell group visitations, bible study........
Relax, between problem and God, I choose you, God.. =)

Well, something happened this week.. Some thing about cell member, I was kinda worried at first, prayed for her, and thank God she is now okay :)
Yesterday was a special day, Mei Lin Jie shared in cell group, and Deric Gor shared a really good and encouraging sermon.
It was Chu Ling's birthday too~ We sang birthday song for her after service. Once again, happy blessed birthday gal, and love u lots.. :P

But that is still not a main point.. One of my senior in high school visited my cell group and church. I was really surprised initially, and awkwardly talked to him and invited him to cell group.
Thank God everything end up smoothly.
After that we went for dinner, talked alot, and suddenly I realised that he is sooooo different than what I usually think who he is. He impressed me alot with his stories, and ya, he is a gentleman. =) He treat us dinner, send me bak church to pick up my sentul boys, sent them home and finally drop me home.. I was bit paise actually, ma fan-ing some1 after so long time no see.. =P
But I enjoyed the day with him, a long lost contact senior.


Life is juz toooooo complicated..
Too many decisions to make.....
Too many paths to take......
Help me GOD, guide me the path.
Anyways, God is my priority in life.
Amen.

p/s: in case someone is reading, juz scribbling around.. :) erase it after u read it n dun ask me anything, juz releasing stress XD

坏女人

最近爱上了FT ISLAND 的‘坏女人’。。
忽然间觉得，我自己就是个坏女人。。。。

很多时候，明明知道某些事不应该做，却偏偏去做。。。
有些事脑袋一直呼唤着去做，却因依着情绪没去做。。
一生人当中，自认所作的好事不少，心里犯的错误却也好多。。
外表看似没事，其实心却早已伤痕累累。。

很多事情总是没法做选择，就学会埋怨。。
在那可以做选择的小事上，往往却做错了选择。。

幸好，虽然我什么都不是，什么都做不好，什么都不会，但是感谢神，依然用那小小的我，那坏坏的我，那没用的我，成为祂美好计划里的一部分。。。

我相信，因着神，我将从破碎到自由。。
我，有一天会找着属于我的幸福，属于我的蓝天。。

安息。。

此刻的心情，好低落。。
就像外面下着的绵绵细雨。。是天空在为他哭泣吗？
这不是大家想要的结局。。
为什么？每个人心里都有千百个为什么？？
为什么是他？为什么是才华横溢，爱神的他？
不知道神，你的旨意是什么意思。。

好想好想大哭一场，眼泪却流不出。。
好想找人说说话，告诉我说，友婷，别难过，这是梦而已，但是。。。。可能吗？？

忽然间，脑海里浮起了好多好多的回忆。。
他说话的样子，笑着的样子，打鼓的样子，拍戏的样子，载我回家的样子。。。。
还记得他说的话，记得和他嬉闹的日子，记得，他说他和我用同款手机时的样子。。
好多好多的回忆。。
你还记得吗？我还欠你几趟旅程，我答应有机会一定要载你回家的。。。。
现在，我永远都没有这个机会了吧。。。。。。。。
好想为你做些什么，你能不能告诉我，我能做些什么呢。。。
此刻，我什么都不想做，只想为你祈祷，希望你安息。。

你是我最敬爱的哥哥，我会永远把你深藏在心里的角落。。
你的每一件事，我都会记得的。。
你鼓励我的每一句话，我答应你，我一定会做到。。
你坚持不放弃的精神，我会时时刻刻提醒自己，向你学习。。

相信此刻你是快乐的吧。。
远离一切的痛苦烦恼，安息在主怀里，与耶稣一同坐席了吧。。
我答应你，我不会再伤心了，你的生命，深深地鼓励了我，我以你为荣。。。

哥哥，安息吧。。。我们天堂见吧。。。

miracle..

我，相信神迹。。。
Kevin哥，我们真的很爱你。。
你要坚强啊。。。

神阿，你是赐生命气息的神。。
愿你彰显你荣耀的作为在他的身上，因他要为你完成更多伟大的梦想。。。

主啊，我恳切祷告，直到成就。。我相信，他必得痊愈。。。。。。

Amen！

重生

昨日和今日，看见几位年轻人，甚至是婆婆，都受洗归入神的名下。。

心里是何等的感动啊。。

受洗，有着重生的意思，新的开始，新的生命，新的荣耀。。

是时候，我也该重生了吧。。

生命是时候改变更新，紧紧跟随耶稣的脚步。。

要扩大我的信心，7月9号，是DF重写历史的时刻。。

年尾的受洗礼，将是更荣耀的时刻。。。

阿门

First Time....

First time joining an activity need to give free hugs..
First time hugging a guy, which i dun even noe is hu..
First time, my heart pumps like 100 beats per second..
First time, my face is red n hot til like ter-ate alot of chilies.. -.-

Wat a scary experience....

Blessed Birthday Dear.. :)

Its Mannee's birthday today..
Juz wanna say, Happy Blessed 20th Birthday..
Enjoy and Love ya lots.. :P

YouTing

领悟

刚从KB mission 回来，很累，却很兴奋。。

原来，服事神的儿女，帮助、教导他们，看见他们被圣灵触摸，是何等感动的事。。

虽然疲倦，却毫无怨言。。

这趟的宣教，让我获益良多，更明白神是何等的爱我。。

学习分享，教导，按手祷告。。。。。 感谢神使用我，在分享的那刻，忽然很深的感受圣灵的同在，更明白，我只不过是那个好幸运的器皿，被神拣选，为的是荣耀祂的圣名。。

有时候好烦，有时候会不知觉想太多，说太多，错太多，但是，我愿意学习。。

学习在某些事上，不想、不理、不管、不看、不听。。。。。。。

愿神常保守我的心怀意念，在凡事上更荣耀神的名。。。

至少还有你

最近在放假。。生活非常的忙碌。。。
却在这期间似乎和朋友间有些摩擦。。
好像找人倾诉，一眼望去，四面却不见一人。。。
好害怕事情越闹越僵，好害怕失去一切。。。
害怕得好想逃避。。不想面对，更不想胡乱猜测。。。
这时候，家是最好的避风港。。
累了。。好像休息，休息，是为了走更长远的路。。
不想管了，更不想过问。。

有谁明白我? 有谁愿意听我说？
神阿，感恩，至少还有你。。。。

dream =.=

今天发了个好奇怪的梦。。。。。
本该忙着准备明天的考试，可却在午睡时发了个超级奇怪的梦。。。。
梦里，他忽然对我说：‘我要我们在一起！’，语气和眼神所流露出的坚定是现实中没看过的。。。。算梦里有人告白吗？奇怪。。。。
他和我绯闻倒传了好久，传到没人想讲了。。可我俩彼此却就是没有那种火花，就是好朋友而已。。。
奇怪啊奇怪。。。

算了，还是去读书比较实际。。 哈哈。。

p/s: 没意思的post，纯粹记录着奇怪的一件事。。。。。。。。

恩典

上星期六，Dream Factory 聚会结束后，我如往常似的留下来参与晚上的赞美敬拜练习。由于练习时间较为长了些，练习完毕，我就拖着非常疲惫的身躯，打算到楼上收拾东西回家休息了。刚刚上楼不久，我开始感觉身体有些不适，呼吸开始急促了。我不以为然的继续收东西，想尽快收拾完毕就回家。慢慢的，我几乎呼吸急促到感觉不能呼吸了，才发现原来好久没病发的哮喘病发作了。忽然间，我脚一软，就跪倒在地上了。手脚开始僵硬麻痹，不再受控制了。那种感觉好恐怖，感觉上，身体好像不属于我了。我害怕得眼泪不停的流出，吓坏了所有在场的弟兄姐妹。弟兄姐妹们非常紧张，不停问我有没有带药出来，我却因脸部开始僵硬，只能勉强摇头示意我没带。由于我已经好久没有哮喘过了，所以都没有随身带药的习惯，而刚巧的，身边的弟兄姐妹 们也没有一个人带。我心里非常害怕，想着，主该不会这么早就要把我接回天家了吧。这时，我耳边一直传来一个声音：‘放松，慢慢的呼吸。’ 我只好尝试放松自己，平复自己的心情。奇迹般的，我再没有药物的帮助下慢慢恢复了平常的呼吸，身体的僵硬也在休息后恢复正常。哈利路亚！感谢赞美主，让我在经历死亡的边缘时救了我，让我感受到祂的奇妙大爱，也感谢祂将一班弟兄姐妹放在我身边，在我不舒服时照顾我。愿神的恩惠，慈爱也常与大家同在，阿门！

诗 篇23:4 我虽然行过死阴的幽谷，也不怕遭害。因为你与我同在。你的杖，你的竿，都安慰我。

You Ting's Blessed 20th.....

Its my birthday again...
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to me,
happy birthday to you ting,
happy birthday to me..... XD
Finally 20 dis year... old d eh....
Dis year's bday is kinda simple.....
But.. still feel blessed n loved by all my bro n sis.. thanks for making my day so special.....
thanks mannee for da card, n oso all my bro n sis for da gifts... liked n appreciate it alot... =P

lets hav some photo..

Sisters at New York Deli... :P mannee is late, so not in...

mummy n me wif my small cake.. 6.45am in da mornin,, so touched...

uni mates lunch at mahkota cheras...

feel reali blessed...

thanks all for da wishing....

Thanks God most for making all dis happen....

Love all of u.... :)

Kor's 21st =)

Its Kor's bday today..
So, juz wanna wish him, a very very happy n blessed 21st bday...
Its a big day, where 1 turns to adult officially..
Most ppl will choose to go party or celebrate.... but he's DIFFERENT..
He chosed to be faithful in his ministry, as he noes God will always be first...
Feel so blessed to hav such a multi-talented, n responsible bro... :P

Anyways,

Happy 21st Birthday, Kor...

hehe... enjoy life la ya kor..
Will keep u in prayer de, may God continue to bless u abundantly in ur family, studies n ministry when u reali served Him whole heartedly..

Bro n sis we've been so long, so hope we'll stay lik dat forever la ya.. Best frens forever..... :D


Best wishes,
Sis :)


p/s: can u remember when's my birthday again? haha...........

疑惑？？

有2个coursemates，认识一个月就在一起了。。
难免有些重色轻友的感觉。。

有点不能接受，太快了吧？？

唉。。时代变了。。
是他们太in了？还是我太老土了。。。。。。。。 =.=

疑惑-ing。。。

Exit 出口

from Ann Jie's mush talk.. :P

《EXIT 出口》

A very special production by Creative Production Ministry of PCKL.
A combination of artistic cinematography, still photography, dances & songs.
Yet another great production you won't want to miss.
Follow this link for more Pictures on shooting.

《EXIT 出口》
Date: 29.5.2011 (Sun)
Time: 11:00am-1:00pm / 3:00pm-5:00pm
Venue: Bentley Music Auditorium
           Wisma Bentley Music
           3, Jalan PJU 7/2, Mutiara Damansara,
           47810 Petaling Jaya, Selangor, Malaysia.
           Map

More details & behind the scene stories coming up soon!


Let me know, I'll send you an invitation card. :)

stressed up...

All things are so not smooth lately....
Uni life is stressful...
exams n assignment due-ing... need to coordinate my group members to do oral presentation nex mon, yet havnt got da time to see through da outline..... all things are juz so mess n jumbled up..
Got some small arguement wif gang of gud frens in uni. seems lik dey hav some misunderstanding towards me, yet i juz dun hav da mood to go n explain....
need to go bak prayer meeting tmr.. when there are exams tmr n sat.... n i havnt even finish revising.... so much more to go....
tot of asking mannee to fetch me bak campus tmr so dat i no need to travel by ktm so much as it is too tiring..
things juz dun turn out smoothly as she juz tell me her dad suddenly dun let her to drive alone so late nite.....
i hav youth ministry whole sat n pnw jammin on sat nite summore, i scared i'll seriously emo during da day if take ktm summore as i can feel da tiredness now d.......

my goodness.... wat happen???
are my decisions wrong??
i'm juz feeling so so so so so tired now.. with works cont comin in lik tsunami.....
all things juz dun turn oup as planned... making me so stress n pek cek...

feel lik shouting: AARRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hu can save me out from here......
I juz feel lik leaving dis place n go to a far away place for vacation..............................

God, I need u now, seriously.... help me...... save me......... teach me wat to do.......
I juz wan ur comfort..... Be wif me, o Lord...
I will stand up n cont my way soon, to ur glorious kingdom in heaven...
I promise I will love u more, n strive through all these........

三点的爱情观

三点的爱情观。。

只要有这第3者的介入，2人之间的关系才能更一步。。。。

啊？？

在听着宁恩姐分享时，心中确实吓了下下。。

直到她说，这第三者，是我们的主耶稣。。。。。

顿时，心里怔了下。。。

对呀，在爱情来临时，多少人心里真能把神看的比心爱的他/她重要呢？

时下年轻人，为了爱情闹得轰轰烈烈，什么事情都干得出来。。。

甚至，连火热爱主的年轻人，也能为了个情字，冷淡退后，任由自己堕落。。。。

听见宁恩姐分享她9年爱情长跑的见证时，顿时明白，其实每个人的感情世界都一样的，没有所谓的一帆风顺，更没有所谓的happily ever after。。那是，童话故事给小孩子们，一个美丽世界的希望。。

在每一段感情中，当我们真心付出，伤过，痛过，再站起来，才有可能维持那段感情。。

而在经历这些感情挫折时，人们往往放不下伤痛，以致作出好多好傻，好错的事情。。

而我，又何尝不是呢??

当2人在一起时，若是依靠2点的爱情观，在一条直线上拉拉扯扯，寻找不到平衡点时，一段美好的感情往往就会因此破裂。。

若依靠3点的爱情观，有神在2人中间，引领着2人向前走，向祂所应许的加南美地行走，才有可能享受幸福快乐的日子啊，因神，本是爱，当然也最懂爱了。。。。

分享完毕，宁恩姐要我们每个闭上双眼，心里默念着曾经在感情上所受过的创伤，她带领我们祷告，祈求上帝将我们所受过的一切委屈，将双倍的祝福浇灌在我们身上。。。

我，闭起双眼，心里就想到了他。。很努力很努力的一直想放下，却往往在回忆里，从新的被伤害，每次想起，就不自觉的心情低落，甚至流下眼泪。。我想，这是因为不自觉的，我常觉得自己在这段感情里受了委屈吧，这感情上的创伤，阻止我向神更迈进一步，也错过了好多美好事物。。

可是，出奇的，今天，当脑袋里浮起他的面孔时，我竟连丝毫伤感都没有。。心里竟是出奇的平静、平安。。拼命想想所曾经觉得伤心失落的事，却半点也想不起，只觉得，他跟我好朋友没两样，在心里所占据的重要位置，似乎不属于他了。。。。我想，我真的成功地放下了。。。。神，真的垂听我的祷告。。现在，我俩真的能真真实实当朋友了。。。

事后，想想，我，确实渴望恋爱。。。。

开始迈入生命的第20个年头，常会问问自己，eh 友婷，你会不会嫁不出去啊？？哈哈。。

看见朋友们个个都有伴了，会胡思乱想下的。。

可是，今天，我终于明白了。。。

要开始，维持一段感情并不容易，尤其像宁恩姐这般长跑型的。。

甜蜜、快乐固然有。。

可这其中，也包含着多少血泪的啊。。

我自认感情丰富，仔细想想，若神真的将一个人赐给我，我预备好心承受这一切了吗？？我的心够强壮来承担即将收到的伤痛吗？？我不希望因为承受不了，像年轻人般离开神。。。

明了，就释怀了。。

感谢宁恩姐的这篇信息，让我对感情事更深了解。。

更谢谢曾经在我面临这些事时陪着我，为我祷告，直到我放下的好姐妹。。

谢谢他，让我快乐过、爱过、恨过、痛过，才能成长进步。。

最终，感谢神，只有你明白我所需要的，我所能承受的。。

谢谢你如此般爱我，让我不必经历更多伤痛。。

我要学习更多亲近你，我想，时候到了，我准备好的，你所为我预备的，必是超过我求、我想的，最适合我的白马王子。。=P

我爱你，耶稣。。

pek cek.... =.=

so pek cek now.... dunno of wat.....=.=
of myself??
tink i'm goin insane.......

Gud Nite.....

First time, I was sick few days before CNY.. Took 7 panadols dis 2 days yet still having fever, cough n blocked nose..... Arrggghh.... Dis 2 days was lik juz for sleeping.... =.= will i recover before CNY??

It was a cold nite... Raining whole day... Tink alot... Bout my studies, frens, ministry, God.... But of coz, stil in a blurry condition thanks to da fever... Anyways, thx God for everything dat happened.. Felt dat sometimes I'm kinda stupid to wanna noe something dat i've already known dat will hurt myself.. stupid enuf rite?? =.= anyways, learning n trying to be more independent.... Frens willl not always be wif me.. Many movin into another stage of life, n i was lik still so blur stuck in memories years ago...

Yet to cope up n catch up wif my uni studies... need to put more effort in it d.. Adjusting myself into uni life... Getting my housemate soon... Less freedom at house d.. XP But got a fren to accompany, not bad it seems.. New ministry startin dis month.. Thx God for da chance.... Needa improve myself n appreciate it... Finally understood dere are many types of ppl in dis world.... Many are suitable as frens, but true frens are really few.. Maybe i'm juz not dat special n important enuf for u even as a fren, but i believe I'm still precious in da eyes of my heavenly father, n oso my family... thx alot to dem for taking care of me dis 2 days.. :)

CNY dis year, my wish is to love U more, God, study harder in my exams to excel, n to be more independent.... :)

Its late now, so I suppose I shall go n sleep..... Nites world... XD

Counting God's Grace....... :)

In da past few days.. I've tried alot of new things... Alot of first times..... :)

Lets start wif uni life... I went for financial accounting, management accounting n principle microeconomics.... Had so many ????? on my head during da lectures... Guess I gonna put in more effort to make sure I score for my paper d...... Its kind of challenging, 13 weeks left before finals, n I'm stil in kind of getting-to-know-the-subject mood.. God, pls grant me wif wisdom n discipline, dat I may study hard n do well in my exams to glorify Ur name.... Got alot of assignments in da first class.. All contributing to final exam results.. Needa work hard d.. Thx God got some nice kor kor help me check my eng... Now only I realise my eng is kinda cha.... =.= Blurly became group leader for my eng assignment, pls.... hope my group members will corporate wif me... n help me out...

Next, came to St. John duty for Thaipusam.. Its from 11pm on wed to 7am on thurs.. And we still got meeting at church on thurs morning 10am.. Yeng le......... =.= Anyways, Went sentul ktm station to wait for Mannee to take ktm together to Batu Caves at wed 10.30pm.. We shd reach Batu Caves at 11pm to check in.. End up Mannee reach only at 12am....... N I smartly stand alone beside da railway for 1 n a half hour waiting.......... Reach Batu Caves round 1am.... Its like da whole Malaysia Indians were dere..... WOW...... My whole body kena touch fr hair to toe by hands n bodies dunno coming out fr where... =.= Anyways.. Shd say its quite an experience... Was very very tired after we finished our duty.. Forgotten to bring my clothes out.. End up followed Mannee to a kor kor's hse to clean up ourselves n prepare for meeting.. Thx Kor for da shirt... If not i needa wear da smelly st john shirt again... =.=

Last... Some small accident I met today...... Was fetching Mannee bak juz now... It was raining kinda heavily... Accidentaly dropped into a hole, n my tyre was punctured..... Rain stopped eventually..... Thx God, dat Jia Hong was nearby working.. Thx him alot for helping me to change da tyre... After he done, we keep da stuffs n get into car to continue our journey... Juz da moment we get into our car, rain started to pour down heavily again... Hallelujah!!! Thx God.. I tink it muz be my dear heavenly father protecting me... :)

Juz as da song we sing in church today, step by step, I am counting God's grace in my life... Without Him, I cant imagine how life will be... How true n how great is my God..... Jesus, pls be my best fren n be wif me everyday... I love you, sweet Jesus...... :)

Next stage of life: University Life

Yesterday was my first day in uni. It symbolizes a new start, a new beginning, n a new challenge in my life. Having a completely new study method, living in a new environment (alone), meeting all new friends………… I’ve just tried too many 1^st time this 2 days. Now I finally understand that cleaning a house is not too hard after all….. Walking to uni is not that far too.

Attended few talks this 2 days. UTAR : My Choice.. is dat true?? Is dat a correct choice?? I’ve seriously no idea.. But I really believe that when God put me here, He have His will n destiny on me here.. This is a NO U-turn path it seems.. Anyhow, decisions are made and no use thinking too much and regret right…..

However, Started thinking a lot yesterday.. 4 years here.. Totally new subject.. Am I strong enough, or even ready to accept this challenge?? God, I pray that U’ll be by my side everyday.. Help me when I’m in need, strengthen me when I’m weak.. Comfort me with Your Wings, when I feel alone n depressed.. Give me wisdom n knowledge dat I may do well in my degree, to glorify Your Name.. Send me Your Angels to protect me from any harm n dangerous.. Fill me with Your Love every day, that I can influence all people around me, and to win souls for Your Kingdom.. Let me continue to stand on Your solid rock n love You more n more everyday..

Uni life.. Feel excited to know more frens n seniors.. Who knows I might even find my Mr. Right here?? XP But of coz, most importantly is study well, enjoy life, and get a gud relationship wif God n all my frens here..

So.. UTAR, here I come.. I believe I’ve made a right choice… J