Friday, December 7, 2012
a little sweet dream.
Juz dreamt of my wedding. Its so true, so real dat i really tot it is real. I dreamt of him, being so nice to drive my fren up to ipoh to give the fren's parents a surprise. Am actually very sam tong if he Will be too tired. It is a nite. I slept off on the passenger seat. When i woke up its morning. I asked him to stop by to let me go to the ladies. When i come out, i had the shock of my life. I saw many ppl, all dressed up very very pretty, wif decorations. Saw Mannee in a purple white dress, wif make up n hair do, n Ann Jie oso. Den i have a feeling dat dis is my wedding, a surprise wedding. Was trembling when Ann Jie asked me for help for some deco. Then i saw him, in a pure white suit, comin towards me, kneeling by my side, hugging me, n telling me how much i meant to him, how special am i. I cried like nothing else, heard sin li's voice laughing at me. But i am too joyful, to happy to listen to her. Stood up wif him, n i said i do. Den i woke up. Oh, wat a funny little dream. :)
Monday, November 19, 2012
the experience.
Well, just came back from Dream Factor 1.0 yesterday. Overall, it was a fun and wonderful camp. Was arranged to be the advisor of Group 12, with a bunch of super noisy kids, and 2 very good leaders.
Day 1: Went Cheras early in the morning to fetch Yoke Yen and Hui Yan. Reached church early and had breakfast. Camp started with intro with members and team building games, at night service then sleep. Deric Gor shared well, many people responded to the altar call. The pnw team didnt do well as there is alot of mistakes, we came together to ask for forgiveness from God, prayed for a better preparation and humble heart, alertness for the next service.
Day 2: Woke up at 5am, thanks to the girls, who cant sleep nicely. Either they will be chit chatting whole night, or waking up very very early to bath and stuffs. Went to Taman Pertanian for Dream Hunt. In charging the spiderman game. Thanks to Deric Gor who helped out to set up the game. Waited for quite long before groups of people came to challenge. The most unforgettable will be the last group who came for challenge, 20 mins before ending the game. One of the members being uncooperative, causing my fingers to be injured. :( Overall it was good. The game session ended, and briefing starts. Xing Zai's leg muscle cramp, gotta rub counterpain for him. And it was a super not good experience. Hate those harry leg hairs, who stick on my palm while i rub. Ewwwwwwwwww. Disgusting. The counterpain and dust went into my wound on fingers, and it was definitely very very pain. Special thanks to Si Hong who helped me with alcohol swab and antiseptic. Back to church after that, was dead tired, yet there is jamming session, didnt rest well. The whole PnW team fast and prayed for night service. And indeed, the service was great. 90 percent of the non believers accepted Christ. Praise the Lord. Tze Hoe Gor indeed shared a very good sermon. The team then went out for supper after service before heading back for sleep.
Day 3: Think all of them was really exhausted after the Dream Hunt. All woke up at round 7.30. The team again gathered at 8am for prayer. Service started, Mei Lin Jie shared the sermon. Altar call session, we prayed for every members who responded. The presence of God was just so strong. Could never forget the moment. Service ended. We went to Desa Waterpark. The experience was just so-so. The longest thunderbolt was not as fun as expected, although the line is sooooooo long. Almost died drinking pool water during the wave session, thanks again to Si Hong who borrow me his tube. Well, all I can say is this boy is really a good one, very kind heart he has. :) By clutching to the tube tightly, this has caused my whole body pain for 2 days, till now. :( Moving every inches hurts. Finish having fun at the park, sent my friends home, back church for pnw practice for sun service the next day.
Overall, the camp was really a good one, a very good one. Learnt the spirit of excellence during the camp, being humble and alert. Seen some potential in some of the group leaders, believing that one day they will do great things for God.
Today was a good day too. Pastor Meng defended us during the leaders meeting. He really loved us alot and defend us and talked to the church board. Was really really touched that moment, thanks alot pastor for trusting and supporting us soooo much. Felt bit of regret also, for complaining, for making comments that leaders stress us, yet we dont know that they were even stressful, and yet they still love us and defend us.
Texted pastor, encouraging him and promised to support, love him and keep him in prayers. I love my pastor, as he understands his team member, and he trusted and love us more than anyone else. Thank you Jesus for giving me such a precious opportunity to work together with such a good leader to glorify Your name.
Will continue to keep on, keeping on, work hard, strive hard to win souls for Christ. I am an Army of God!!!
Day 1: Went Cheras early in the morning to fetch Yoke Yen and Hui Yan. Reached church early and had breakfast. Camp started with intro with members and team building games, at night service then sleep. Deric Gor shared well, many people responded to the altar call. The pnw team didnt do well as there is alot of mistakes, we came together to ask for forgiveness from God, prayed for a better preparation and humble heart, alertness for the next service.
Day 2: Woke up at 5am, thanks to the girls, who cant sleep nicely. Either they will be chit chatting whole night, or waking up very very early to bath and stuffs. Went to Taman Pertanian for Dream Hunt. In charging the spiderman game. Thanks to Deric Gor who helped out to set up the game. Waited for quite long before groups of people came to challenge. The most unforgettable will be the last group who came for challenge, 20 mins before ending the game. One of the members being uncooperative, causing my fingers to be injured. :( Overall it was good. The game session ended, and briefing starts. Xing Zai's leg muscle cramp, gotta rub counterpain for him. And it was a super not good experience. Hate those harry leg hairs, who stick on my palm while i rub. Ewwwwwwwwww. Disgusting. The counterpain and dust went into my wound on fingers, and it was definitely very very pain. Special thanks to Si Hong who helped me with alcohol swab and antiseptic. Back to church after that, was dead tired, yet there is jamming session, didnt rest well. The whole PnW team fast and prayed for night service. And indeed, the service was great. 90 percent of the non believers accepted Christ. Praise the Lord. Tze Hoe Gor indeed shared a very good sermon. The team then went out for supper after service before heading back for sleep.
Day 3: Think all of them was really exhausted after the Dream Hunt. All woke up at round 7.30. The team again gathered at 8am for prayer. Service started, Mei Lin Jie shared the sermon. Altar call session, we prayed for every members who responded. The presence of God was just so strong. Could never forget the moment. Service ended. We went to Desa Waterpark. The experience was just so-so. The longest thunderbolt was not as fun as expected, although the line is sooooooo long. Almost died drinking pool water during the wave session, thanks again to Si Hong who borrow me his tube. Well, all I can say is this boy is really a good one, very kind heart he has. :) By clutching to the tube tightly, this has caused my whole body pain for 2 days, till now. :( Moving every inches hurts. Finish having fun at the park, sent my friends home, back church for pnw practice for sun service the next day.
Overall, the camp was really a good one, a very good one. Learnt the spirit of excellence during the camp, being humble and alert. Seen some potential in some of the group leaders, believing that one day they will do great things for God.
Today was a good day too. Pastor Meng defended us during the leaders meeting. He really loved us alot and defend us and talked to the church board. Was really really touched that moment, thanks alot pastor for trusting and supporting us soooo much. Felt bit of regret also, for complaining, for making comments that leaders stress us, yet we dont know that they were even stressful, and yet they still love us and defend us.
Texted pastor, encouraging him and promised to support, love him and keep him in prayers. I love my pastor, as he understands his team member, and he trusted and love us more than anyone else. Thank you Jesus for giving me such a precious opportunity to work together with such a good leader to glorify Your name.
Will continue to keep on, keeping on, work hard, strive hard to win souls for Christ. I am an Army of God!!!
Sunday, November 4, 2012
Sunday, October 28, 2012
Tuesday, October 9, 2012
Heart of Worship
I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and its all about You, all about You, Jesus. Amen.
Again, I juz wanna say grace and thank God for giving me the chance to involve in praise n worship ministry, to have the chance in serving him with the keyboard together with the team.
I used to have the thinking that my ministry is a 2nd class ministry, where my presence is not really important (where if there is me then the music becomes nicer, but without me it doesnt affect much). I could not really cope with the team, where i always think that the guys (musicians) have their special way of communication, and i could not understand n join in the conversation.
Went to FGA again few days ago for a praise n worship seminar with Redo. Missed the 1st session, but I thank God i went to the 2nd one. Was juz bak from Singapore n JB on thurs, and i went straight to the seminar. Feeling really tired, I am not really really excited at first. However, things changed when Redo started singing worship, and when he started sharing. His voice is sooooooo anointed, and i really could feel the presence of God when he sang the first line. I learned alot from his sharing, he is really humble, cute and always smiling throughout the session. He shared his life testimony, and I was amazed by his life story, and also how great is our God to use a person like him, who came from a really really broken family. He used to be a nobody, he learned music on his own, until now he can sing any songs on the spot wif his guitar, and also compose songs which are sang throughout countries. I still remember each and every word that he speaks. He is famous, yet he does not steals the glory of God. He seems to be nobody, but God makes him a somebody.
The first worship song he sang: "I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and its all about You, all about You, Jesus", and his sharing that the one that we are ministering should be God, not men. And then I realised, its all about Jesus. No matter the presence of me is important or not in the eyes of men, no matter how small the contribution i gave, its all about Jesus, and it matters to God. Suddenly, I felt so blessed, so loved by God, and so proud and happy that i am in the worship team, that i could use the keyboard to worship. Suddenly, i feel so grateful that i can play the keyboard, and the feelings of 2nd class juz disappear as i know i am precious in the eyes of God, and he enjoyed my ministry :)
And thus, I could start to serve with a renewed heart, a joyful one. I enjoyed worshipping him, enjoyed the presence of Jesus, as the song sounds " Jesus, Your presence is heaven to me".
Secretly, i've made a promise to God. I wanna make pnw ministry as my first ministry. I juz wanna live my life worshipping God. I wanna continue to learn different styles in playing piano, improve my skills, getting a new keyboard, a real 2nd keyboard with synthesizer, so that i can play nice music, not for men but for Jesus.
Love you, Jesus.
Again, I juz wanna say grace and thank God for giving me the chance to involve in praise n worship ministry, to have the chance in serving him with the keyboard together with the team.
I used to have the thinking that my ministry is a 2nd class ministry, where my presence is not really important (where if there is me then the music becomes nicer, but without me it doesnt affect much). I could not really cope with the team, where i always think that the guys (musicians) have their special way of communication, and i could not understand n join in the conversation.
Went to FGA again few days ago for a praise n worship seminar with Redo. Missed the 1st session, but I thank God i went to the 2nd one. Was juz bak from Singapore n JB on thurs, and i went straight to the seminar. Feeling really tired, I am not really really excited at first. However, things changed when Redo started singing worship, and when he started sharing. His voice is sooooooo anointed, and i really could feel the presence of God when he sang the first line. I learned alot from his sharing, he is really humble, cute and always smiling throughout the session. He shared his life testimony, and I was amazed by his life story, and also how great is our God to use a person like him, who came from a really really broken family. He used to be a nobody, he learned music on his own, until now he can sing any songs on the spot wif his guitar, and also compose songs which are sang throughout countries. I still remember each and every word that he speaks. He is famous, yet he does not steals the glory of God. He seems to be nobody, but God makes him a somebody.
The first worship song he sang: "I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and its all about You, all about You, Jesus", and his sharing that the one that we are ministering should be God, not men. And then I realised, its all about Jesus. No matter the presence of me is important or not in the eyes of men, no matter how small the contribution i gave, its all about Jesus, and it matters to God. Suddenly, I felt so blessed, so loved by God, and so proud and happy that i am in the worship team, that i could use the keyboard to worship. Suddenly, i feel so grateful that i can play the keyboard, and the feelings of 2nd class juz disappear as i know i am precious in the eyes of God, and he enjoyed my ministry :)
And thus, I could start to serve with a renewed heart, a joyful one. I enjoyed worshipping him, enjoyed the presence of Jesus, as the song sounds " Jesus, Your presence is heaven to me".
Secretly, i've made a promise to God. I wanna make pnw ministry as my first ministry. I juz wanna live my life worshipping God. I wanna continue to learn different styles in playing piano, improve my skills, getting a new keyboard, a real 2nd keyboard with synthesizer, so that i can play nice music, not for men but for Jesus.
Love you, Jesus.
Friday, August 10, 2012
Process of Learning :)
Had a great chance to go to FGA CYC last week to learn from their pnw team, to see how they practice, how they conduct each songs, arrangements of songs.......
Learned alot through see-ing how the 2nd keyboardist plays..
The whole team have a very very strong team spirit, each trying to cover each up and help each other during the jamming..
They have a very strong team, alot of professionals, very humble attitudes and strong bond among each other, a very strong sense of unity, which let dem plays songs out sooooo fluently..
Frankly, i was really impressed by the whole team, the whole church..
Had been to FGA for quite a number of time, but I didnt really have a good look at the church..
That Thursday, I had a very good chance to be on the stage, to see the view of the hall from the stage..
It is just toooo magnificent! Too grand, and too good to be true!
I guess our team is really excited too, and our team leader, sis Jessie start to ask us to visualise, to imagine that 1 day, our team will also have the chance to stand on such a grand stage, leading thousands and thousands of God's people to come forward and worship Him..
Last wed, we again felt really honoured to have Ps Daniel Chong and his team, the band leader cum bassist, Joshua, CK, a very very very good singer, Robin and David the twins, which are also the band's guitarist and drummer, and lastly, Chin Foong, the music director and pianist in the band..
The nite started of with me getting a good chance to serve the servants of God, by preparing some foods and drinks for them.. I'm even lucky to get the chance to make coffee for Ps Daniel and his bro Joshua.. :P
We started off our fellowship at the hall by reviewing our pnw for last sat, and Ps Daniel gave us very good advices on how to improve it, no matter is on the hardware side, or the software part.. He reminded us a very good thing, that we should worship God, and not worship worship..
Next, the team was divided into 2, where all the vocalist went up into the resource room upstairs and have their own practice with Ps Daniel and CK.. The rest of us, the musicians stayed bak on stage to have a fellowship with the band members of CYC.. The practice started of with bro Joshua praising us, saying that we played well for the song ''Ku kan Terbang", but improvement is needed for "Betapa Dalamnya", as it sounds a bit messy on the instrumental part.. So, the band members of CYC den demonstrates and show us how to play the song, to be more clean n clear.
This is where the best part comes. (*well, dont think aside, its just a practice) Ching Foong came beside me and played the 2nd keyboard part for the song. I was so excited as I tot he should be playing for Jason. :P I stared at his fingers running all over the keyboard for the whole song.. I should say he was really AWESOME! I've noticed him last time during the conferences, noticed that he is a really good keyboard player, but the first time standing so near and watching him plays was just too great.. :D The way he plays the keyboard, i've never played anything like dat.. Think Chan Mei Jie was excited too as she starts to throw him tons n tons of question after that, even taking his phone number :P Then it become my turn again to play the 2nd keyboard, trying very hard to recall wat he had played, and how to play it out. I became soooooo nervous dat i could not remember wat he had played. Only started to pick up my confidence and press the keys when I look down the stage, searching for him, n he gives me eye contact signalling me to press da keys. The feeling is juz so, hmmmmmm, wat word should i use to describe.. Safe? Dont really know how come i get across with such feelings, but anyways, yea, that is it.. :P Continued with worship, while waiting for the vocalists to come down.. He teaches me to use the bell pad, or the strings to fill in the song, to insert emotions into the songs by playing in ways.. *Found out that he is a final year student of ICOM, and could play the piano, guitar, violin and cello well, thus he was so good in music la, obviously.. :P
Lastly, there comes the time to say goodbye. I believe the band still have alot of things to share with us, but due to time constrain, that is all they could give for the time being. Still, I feel really blessed and thank God for putting me in the team, and giving me chances and opportunities to learn from others.. It was really an awesome fellowship, stirring up my spirit till today.. I trully believe that this sat's service will be filled with God's glory, a very thick presence of Holy Spirit.
Thank God for all that You have given me, keep the spirit of learning and excitement in me so that i will serve you and your people happily, without any complaints or sadness.
I wanna play songs of love, just for You.. :) Love you, sweet Jesus.
Learned alot through see-ing how the 2nd keyboardist plays..
The whole team have a very very strong team spirit, each trying to cover each up and help each other during the jamming..
They have a very strong team, alot of professionals, very humble attitudes and strong bond among each other, a very strong sense of unity, which let dem plays songs out sooooo fluently..
Frankly, i was really impressed by the whole team, the whole church..
Had been to FGA for quite a number of time, but I didnt really have a good look at the church..
That Thursday, I had a very good chance to be on the stage, to see the view of the hall from the stage..
It is just toooo magnificent! Too grand, and too good to be true!
I guess our team is really excited too, and our team leader, sis Jessie start to ask us to visualise, to imagine that 1 day, our team will also have the chance to stand on such a grand stage, leading thousands and thousands of God's people to come forward and worship Him..
Last wed, we again felt really honoured to have Ps Daniel Chong and his team, the band leader cum bassist, Joshua, CK, a very very very good singer, Robin and David the twins, which are also the band's guitarist and drummer, and lastly, Chin Foong, the music director and pianist in the band..
The nite started of with me getting a good chance to serve the servants of God, by preparing some foods and drinks for them.. I'm even lucky to get the chance to make coffee for Ps Daniel and his bro Joshua.. :P
We started off our fellowship at the hall by reviewing our pnw for last sat, and Ps Daniel gave us very good advices on how to improve it, no matter is on the hardware side, or the software part.. He reminded us a very good thing, that we should worship God, and not worship worship..
Next, the team was divided into 2, where all the vocalist went up into the resource room upstairs and have their own practice with Ps Daniel and CK.. The rest of us, the musicians stayed bak on stage to have a fellowship with the band members of CYC.. The practice started of with bro Joshua praising us, saying that we played well for the song ''Ku kan Terbang", but improvement is needed for "Betapa Dalamnya", as it sounds a bit messy on the instrumental part.. So, the band members of CYC den demonstrates and show us how to play the song, to be more clean n clear.
This is where the best part comes. (*well, dont think aside, its just a practice) Ching Foong came beside me and played the 2nd keyboard part for the song. I was so excited as I tot he should be playing for Jason. :P I stared at his fingers running all over the keyboard for the whole song.. I should say he was really AWESOME! I've noticed him last time during the conferences, noticed that he is a really good keyboard player, but the first time standing so near and watching him plays was just too great.. :D The way he plays the keyboard, i've never played anything like dat.. Think Chan Mei Jie was excited too as she starts to throw him tons n tons of question after that, even taking his phone number :P Then it become my turn again to play the 2nd keyboard, trying very hard to recall wat he had played, and how to play it out. I became soooooo nervous dat i could not remember wat he had played. Only started to pick up my confidence and press the keys when I look down the stage, searching for him, n he gives me eye contact signalling me to press da keys. The feeling is juz so, hmmmmmm, wat word should i use to describe.. Safe? Dont really know how come i get across with such feelings, but anyways, yea, that is it.. :P Continued with worship, while waiting for the vocalists to come down.. He teaches me to use the bell pad, or the strings to fill in the song, to insert emotions into the songs by playing in ways.. *Found out that he is a final year student of ICOM, and could play the piano, guitar, violin and cello well, thus he was so good in music la, obviously.. :P
Lastly, there comes the time to say goodbye. I believe the band still have alot of things to share with us, but due to time constrain, that is all they could give for the time being. Still, I feel really blessed and thank God for putting me in the team, and giving me chances and opportunities to learn from others.. It was really an awesome fellowship, stirring up my spirit till today.. I trully believe that this sat's service will be filled with God's glory, a very thick presence of Holy Spirit.
Thank God for all that You have given me, keep the spirit of learning and excitement in me so that i will serve you and your people happily, without any complaints or sadness.
I wanna play songs of love, just for You.. :) Love you, sweet Jesus.
Monday, July 16, 2012
幸福的滋味
今天在婚礼彩排中，机缘巧合下当了临时演员，角色是宁恩姐的姐妹/伴娘之一。。
虽然只是彩排，只是替身，再那一瞬间的感觉，却毕生难忘。。
那一刻，手中握着紫玫瑰入场时，心情是兴奋的，看着前面，众人眼目给于祝福的眼神，前面新郎幸福的等待他最漂亮的新娘入场，那种幸福的滋味，是我重来都没感受过的。。
看着新郎，还是忍不住笑了，好帅气的新郎啊 ！
忍不住幻想着，我结婚当天，新郎是不是也会这样幸福的望着我呢？ :P
谢谢你，宁恩姐。。
虽然只是彩排，已经足够了。。:)
心里深深祝福着我最爱最爱的两位组长，郎才女貌的一对，真让人称羡啊！
要永远永远永远幸福哦！:)
今天的情景，让我想婚了。。 :P
我的白马王子啊...... 你到底在哪里？XD
虽然只是彩排，只是替身，再那一瞬间的感觉，却毕生难忘。。
那一刻，手中握着紫玫瑰入场时，心情是兴奋的，看着前面，众人眼目给于祝福的眼神，前面新郎幸福的等待他最漂亮的新娘入场，那种幸福的滋味，是我重来都没感受过的。。
看着新郎，还是忍不住笑了，好帅气的新郎啊 ！
忍不住幻想着，我结婚当天，新郎是不是也会这样幸福的望着我呢？ :P
谢谢你，宁恩姐。。
虽然只是彩排，已经足够了。。:)
心里深深祝福着我最爱最爱的两位组长，郎才女貌的一对，真让人称羡啊！
要永远永远永远幸福哦！:)
今天的情景，让我想婚了。。 :P
我的白马王子啊...... 你到底在哪里？XD
Wednesday, June 20, 2012
Blessed birthday darling :)
To: My dearest sis,
Blessed 21st gal :)
all of us at Tong Pak Fu, Giza.. :)
Me n Her.. :D
Its been quite a long time since we last really hang out, gather, talk, yum cha, and play around.. :)
I had alot of fun, organising n planning as usual, although tiring, but still, worth it :D
Had alot to say, alot of things happened, but till the end, only the happy times and memories remain in my heart..
Thanks alot gal for being my best fren and sister, which i specially dedicate dis post to..
Thanks for always being dere, although we have totally different personalities, still thank God that He put you beside me, as we just need each other to fill in the space in between our lives..
Pray that our good God will continue to pour his abundant blessings on you, stay strong and happy always yup!
Lastly, all the best in everything u do, and may u be loved by all always! :P
Love,
Sis. :)
Saturday, June 16, 2012
Friday, May 18, 2012
我真的受伤了
窗外阴天了 音乐低声了
我的心开始想你了
灯光也暗了 音乐低声了
口中的棉花糖也融化了
窗外阴天了 人是无聊了
我的心开始想你了
电话响起了 你要说话了
还以为你心里对我又想念了
怎麽你声音变得冷淡了
是你变了 是你变了
灯光熄灭了 音乐静止了
滴下的眼泪已停不住了
天下起雨了 人是不快乐
我的心真的受伤了
fall in love with this song after his concert..
heard versions sang by other singers, still only his version is so touching, full with emotions..
a really wonderful performance, love his voice, his dance, and also the whistling.. :)
he sang really well, where we could see that he really puts in effort and feelings in singing and expressing each songs, which every song touches people's heart..
its a really worth-to-watch concert, and i'll go again if he comes back again, bringing my family and sitting in the VIP's seats which i could see him in real person.. :)
brings back alot of childhood memories, which i grow up listening to his songs..
support u always, continue to make great musics for us! :)
Friday, April 27, 2012
Blessed 21 :)
Birthday has actually passed for few weeks..
But still feel like posting some meaningful events on the biggest day of life.. :P
Celebrated for more than 10 times i tink for this birthday (Belle calculated for me).. :P
Sunday
First, Sunday, I had a birthday dinner wif beloved bro n sis, which includes Kor, Mannee, Tze En, Jeremy, Fabian, Belle, Sin Li, Fei Ching, Chu Ling, n Mei Lin Jie..
We went for Korean meal to celebrate me n Kor's birthday..
It was really a nice meal.. XD
Tuesday and Wednesday
Next, on the day before birthday, parents granted my wish by bringing me up to Genting.. Love u all alot, mum, dad and You Jie!! :P
Up dere, I get my biggest surprise, when I saw my UTAR classmates - Hui Yan, Yoke Yen, and even our boss Boon Keat up dere waiting for me..
Apparently, mum, dad and bro had pakat-ed wif them to give me a birthday surprise..
Felt really touched when I heard that they have purposely take bus all the way just to give me a surprise.. :')
Another blessing follows when Henry drove all the way up n reached round 2a.m. in the morning to meet me, and left at round 5a.m again to rush for his stuffs... Really appreciate all of them for loving me sooooo much.. :P
Right, I get a free slice of cake and a cup of coffee from Coffee Bean for my birthday, special thanks..
I went into the casino for a walk, to have a look, and the policeman wished me happy birthday too when he checked my IC.. :D
Thursday
Went dinner wif UTAR frens..
CYY purposely organise a dinner for me.. :)
A bistro, which the guy really sings well..
Enjoyed the whole dinner with dem, where we talked n chat alot.. :D
Crazy bunch of frens.. :P
Friday
Hang out with Henry..
Treated me Chili's for dinner.. :)
Simple and nice..
After that, I got another surprise from beloved Jessie Jie in church after our jamming session..
She bought a lovely cake to celebrate me n Kor's birthday..
Felt really warm when they sang song n pressed Kor's head on the cake :P
Dream Factory's pnw team always rock!! Love u all alot..
Saturday
Cell group gave me another surprise.. :D
Chi Chai baked 20 cupcakes for me n Labie :)
Was talking to dem in cell group when suddenly all the lights in hall went off n ppl started singing happy birthday song..
Joined in along thinking it was someone else.. :P
Was really touched when I saw Chi Chai holding the cakes n noe that they are meant for me..
Thank u gal, love u allooooottt.. :)
n of coz, the whole cell group too!!
You all will always be the best in my heart, the best cell group I ever had!
Thank God!
Henry came that day for Easter celebration in church too..
Went D'Italiane Kitchen for dinner wif him, Chi Chai and Fei Ching..
It was a nice one, the pasta was really good!
Thanks for the dinner again Henry, I'll treat u the next time! :D
As conclusion, it was really a fantastic week.. :)
A very very very blessed birthday..
Thank God alot for wat U hav given me, and let me know that I'm really loved by so many ppl.. :)
Lastly, thanks for all the wishes, no matter through text or FB..
Didnt really have time to reply one by one through FB, but really appreciate all wishes.. :)
Thanks for all the wonderful pressies too..
Love all of them.. :D
I'm SOOOOO BLESSED! :P
p/s: Mum bought me JACKY CHEUNG's concert ticket! YAYYY~~ Looking forward for the concert! :D
Monday, March 19, 2012
On Call 36 小时
On Call 36 小时 主题曲
终于看完了整部剧集。。
有别于一般的肥皂剧，这是部让人心动的剧集。。
看着戏里许多的医生，心里曾经悄悄许愿要当医生的愿望不禁又浮现在脑海中。。
如果，当初努力读书，坚持这个梦想，生活一定和现在有很大的差异吧。。
整部戏有好多感人画面，不止平常的爱情，友情，亲情，更加入了医生与病人之间的感情。。
看这部戏，可赚了我不少眼泪呢。。
忽然，想向医院里真正当值36小时热心救人的医生们致敬。。
看着这部戏，自己也反思了好多。。
明白了健康的人不一定快乐，但不健康的人更不一定不快乐，只要人间有爱，把握当下，珍惜眼前人，天天都是开开心心的。。
每个人，背后都有他的故事，只要用心去了解，用心去体会，世界就很美丽了。。
整部剧集里有好多经典对白，其中让我印象最深刻的有:
一件頭：＂沒人知道生命的長短，即使我們是醫生，也不能保證自己
只希望，在我短暂的生命里，有一天也会像戏里的各位主角们，都是幸福的结局。。:)
Tuesday, March 6, 2012
初恋这件小事
好感人的一部泰国电影。。
叙述着男女主角的初恋故事。。
几句经典对白令人感动不已。。
‘在我们每一个人的内心深处，都藏着一个人，每次想起他的时候，会觉得有一点点心痛，但我们依然愿意把他留在心底。就算今天，我不知道他在哪里，他在做些什么，但至少知道，是他让我了解，什么是初恋这件小事.. ’
“要让爱情成为动力，让自己变得更厉害，更漂亮，每个方面都变得更好，那个人就会自己回头看你。”
“我们或许不白也不媚，但是可以美得很有性格。”
“爱情能战胜一切，尤其是恐惧。”
Monday, March 5, 2012
爱与被爱
爱与被爱，非科学或常识所能理解。。
科学家所说的‘苯氨基丙酸'，亦不能完全解释爱与被爱的感觉。。
刚重看‘谈情说案’，看到结局时，Professor King的真情告白时，非常地感动。。
科学家们相信太阳在多70亿年会爆炸，地球更会随着消灭。。
人生短短几十年，更不用谈到70亿年。。
看着电视剧，明白在现实生活中是不可能发生的。。
戏里，他曾说了句话：‘就算有轮回，我也顶多能在爱她70亿年。。。。’
70亿年？我不贪心，只要个人真心爱过我，就足够了。。
戏的大结局，是我最爱的皆大欢喜，有情人终成眷属，真好。。
到了这个年龄，爱情的话题几乎天天围绕在耳旁。。
一年内有三对最亲爱的弟兄姐妹结婚，替他们非常开心，亦好羡慕。。
朋友们陆续拍拖找到好对象，昔日关系似乎开始有微小变化，好不习惯。。
然而，平日不多交谈的朋友忽然寄来关心的短讯，让我感动不已。。
心里明白，爱与被爱，不可强求，只能看缘份，看上天的安排。。
爱与被爱，不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有，然而，我却从来没拥有过。。
曾经埋怨，询问，呐喊，只有上帝知道。。
爱得好辛苦，直到放弃，有错吗？
不想再受伤，却又期待被爱，可能吗？
爱与被爱，不容易。。
只希望，今年，是个充满爱的一年。。
科学家所说的‘苯氨基丙酸'，亦不能完全解释爱与被爱的感觉。。
刚重看‘谈情说案’，看到结局时，Professor King的真情告白时，非常地感动。。
科学家们相信太阳在多70亿年会爆炸，地球更会随着消灭。。
人生短短几十年，更不用谈到70亿年。。
看着电视剧，明白在现实生活中是不可能发生的。。
戏里，他曾说了句话：‘就算有轮回，我也顶多能在爱她70亿年。。。。’
70亿年？我不贪心，只要个人真心爱过我，就足够了。。
戏的大结局，是我最爱的皆大欢喜，有情人终成眷属，真好。。
到了这个年龄，爱情的话题几乎天天围绕在耳旁。。
一年内有三对最亲爱的弟兄姐妹结婚，替他们非常开心，亦好羡慕。。
朋友们陆续拍拖找到好对象，昔日关系似乎开始有微小变化，好不习惯。。
然而，平日不多交谈的朋友忽然寄来关心的短讯，让我感动不已。。
心里明白，爱与被爱，不可强求，只能看缘份，看上天的安排。。
爱与被爱，不在乎天长地久，只在乎曾经拥有，然而，我却从来没拥有过。。
曾经埋怨，询问，呐喊，只有上帝知道。。
爱得好辛苦，直到放弃，有错吗？
不想再受伤，却又期待被爱，可能吗？
爱与被爱，不容易。。
只希望，今年，是个充满爱的一年。。
Saturday, February 25, 2012
就算。。。
就算全世界都不理会我，就算全世界都不明白我，就算全世界都舍弃我。。。。。
没关系，真的，没关系。。。。。。
有你就好了，耶稣。。
谢谢你，常常在我伤心难过时，安慰我，明白我。。
爱你，我最亲爱的情人。。
就算是一个人，也要开开心心的走下去。。:)
没关系，真的，没关系。。。。。。
有你就好了，耶稣。。
谢谢你，常常在我伤心难过时，安慰我，明白我。。
爱你，我最亲爱的情人。。
就算是一个人，也要开开心心的走下去。。:)
Monday, February 13, 2012
Monday, January 9, 2012
加油吧！
近来生活不如意事不只两三桩，生活紧凑，逼得我似乎赶不上节拍了。。
虽然是在放假，但是日子似乎比上课时来得忙碌。。
刚刚读完几位姐姐的部落格，发现压力的不只是我，需要加油的，也不是我一个而已。。大家，一起加油吧！
这几天心里感觉格外不平衡，灵修时间没因放假而加长，反而因忙着一大堆有的没的的琐事减少了。。
身心灵都很疲惫，就开始遇见试探。。
练习时间时忽然想太多，忽然觉得我似乎不配得，很没用，怎么服事了那么久，似乎连丝毫的进步都没有。。连这点小事都做不好，上帝怎能使用我做更多大事呢？开始怀疑自己是否在对的服事，是否阻挡别人的服事，是否在服事上是多余的角色，可有可无。。
练习时很疲惫，学姐在旁一直督促我，给的评论几乎说得我非常糟糕，没办法融入整个团队，越说越多时，就开始心不在焉，胡思乱想，也一度压力得崩溃，第一次对自己超级没信心，哭着告诉自己是时候放弃。。练习完毕一路驾车回家，脑海竟然一直有股声音叫我干脆车祸死了吧，一了百了。。听得非常不安，一路祷告，回家，好友寄来关心短讯，平静下来，才能够开始正常思考。。
记得有领袖向我说过，不论服事多辛苦，都不能放弃，都不能离开这个团队，因为离开，就会遗失仅剩下那一点点的恩膏。。
我知道我本不配，所有恩膏、才华都是神的恩典。。
不要比较，不要计较，凡事看开，做好自己的本分就好。。
就像Kevin哥的名言：‘不要轻言放弃，否则对不起上帝’。。
为了神，我会加油的！就这样放弃，那不是成全了撒但的诡计了吗？不就对不起上帝了吗？我本不配，感谢神仍然愿意使用这一点点的我，可能我没有其他人的山珍海味，但是我愿意将我仅有的5饼2鱼献给神。。
2012年，是不一样的一年。。
重新调整心态，领受从神而来的新的恩膏，所做一切，时时刻刻提醒自己是为了神。。
2012年，是安息年。。
今年，我要更多安息在耶稣脚前，静静聆听他的声音。。
不再使用自己的无能服事神，新的恩膏，新的能力，蓄势待发！
加油吧，友婷！我知道你能的，因为在神，nothing is impossible!
期待新的一年，更多的挑战，我知道我必胜过一切，因为耶稣常与我同在！
阿门。
虽然是在放假，但是日子似乎比上课时来得忙碌。。
刚刚读完几位姐姐的部落格，发现压力的不只是我，需要加油的，也不是我一个而已。。大家，一起加油吧！
这几天心里感觉格外不平衡，灵修时间没因放假而加长，反而因忙着一大堆有的没的的琐事减少了。。
身心灵都很疲惫，就开始遇见试探。。
练习时间时忽然想太多，忽然觉得我似乎不配得，很没用，怎么服事了那么久，似乎连丝毫的进步都没有。。连这点小事都做不好，上帝怎能使用我做更多大事呢？开始怀疑自己是否在对的服事，是否阻挡别人的服事，是否在服事上是多余的角色，可有可无。。
练习时很疲惫，学姐在旁一直督促我，给的评论几乎说得我非常糟糕，没办法融入整个团队，越说越多时，就开始心不在焉，胡思乱想，也一度压力得崩溃，第一次对自己超级没信心，哭着告诉自己是时候放弃。。练习完毕一路驾车回家，脑海竟然一直有股声音叫我干脆车祸死了吧，一了百了。。听得非常不安，一路祷告，回家，好友寄来关心短讯，平静下来，才能够开始正常思考。。
记得有领袖向我说过，不论服事多辛苦，都不能放弃，都不能离开这个团队，因为离开，就会遗失仅剩下那一点点的恩膏。。
我知道我本不配，所有恩膏、才华都是神的恩典。。
不要比较，不要计较，凡事看开，做好自己的本分就好。。
就像Kevin哥的名言：‘不要轻言放弃，否则对不起上帝’。。
为了神，我会加油的！就这样放弃，那不是成全了撒但的诡计了吗？不就对不起上帝了吗？我本不配，感谢神仍然愿意使用这一点点的我，可能我没有其他人的山珍海味，但是我愿意将我仅有的5饼2鱼献给神。。
2012年，是不一样的一年。。
重新调整心态，领受从神而来的新的恩膏，所做一切，时时刻刻提醒自己是为了神。。
2012年，是安息年。。
今年，我要更多安息在耶稣脚前，静静聆听他的声音。。
不再使用自己的无能服事神，新的恩膏，新的能力，蓄势待发！
加油吧，友婷！我知道你能的，因为在神，nothing is impossible!
期待新的一年，更多的挑战，我知道我必胜过一切，因为耶稣常与我同在！
阿门。
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