怎么感觉你忽然变了，是因为那件事吗？
人与人之间相处，果然是个不容易学的功课。。。。

Midnite thoughts~

Its 12am sharp now, seriously not in da mood of sleeping... =.=
Anyways, wasnt in a really good situation dis few days..
Fri helped Mannee with the props til 5am, drained up all my energies, and somehow something unhappy happened in the middle due to miscommunication..
Sigh..
Juz so emo dis two days dunno how to do..
Its not really my fault actually, I really hoped that u could help n appreciate ur intention to help, juz that the situation do not permits..
I didnt noe it will end up lik dat..
I'm really sorry for da trouble caused, wat else can i do now?
Dun like the feelings being lik dat...
Will everything juz end lik dat??
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Next, joined Christmas Giza dance performance..
Started practice only yesterday, and I only have 1 week to the real day of performance..
My dance skills learned through ballet 9 years ago has rusted it seems..
Its really tiring and hard to follow, but i promised to try to have fun and do my best, All for Jesus... (especially seeing Jason n Tze En dancing wif a lollipop, its simply so cute n motivating.... :P if they can do it, y cant I rite? )

Lets talk bout something happy.. :)
Stayed at Mannee's place on fri..
As I smartly banged my car last mon, she became my driver for few days and we talked alot..
It has been ages since we hav the time to talk so much..
Love to see her smiling n telling her stories..
Kissed her durin dinner yesterday :P
She's juz so cute...
Thanks for being by my side everytime i need help sis, LOVE u lots.... :)

Life is juz like coffee, its mixture of bitter and sweet..
Juz try to remember the sweet memories, and throw away the bitter parts.....
Wat should I do? Wat can I do?
When there is no hope in life, juz COME TO JESUS, He is everything I need and everything I seek........

p/s: juz found out dat I'm juz thinkin tooooo much =.=

累

最近日子过得不错，生活起了些变化，让我每天都很期待晚上的到来。。
日子过得很忙碌，堆积如山的assignments, presentation, mid term, 几乎把我挤得喘不过气来。。

好累好累，累得让自己编制了少读经祷告的借口。。
神阿，我知道我不该这样，尤其是在上星期５在小组里听着子和哥的分享，就像是神在此都过信息告诉我，是时候认罪悔改了。。
我，不要成为那假冒伪善的法利塞人。。
我需要你，耶稣。。
再次把爱与负担放进我的心里，让我从新认识你。。

似乎习惯了与这班好弟兄姐妹太亲了，他们让我感觉非常信任，也因此常在他们面前放肆自己。。
后悔了，却无不于事。。

累了，好像大哭，大闹，大喊，发泄憋在心里的一切感受。。
好想能有个人，能够明白我，爱护我，听我述说心里一切的话语。。
身为领袖，该有身份，有顾忌，有榜样。。
但是就只有今天，我好想放肆自己，我，想被人疼爱，捧在手心呵护。。
就只有今天，我想大声哭，发泄一切心里的压力。。
就只有今天，我就想做个普通人，一个普通的女孩，一个爱闹，有小姐脾气的女孩。。
就一天，就够了。。
明天，我就没事了。。:)

然而，不管发生什么事，依然学习凡事交托，凡事谢恩。。
谢谢你所让我经历的一切，我知道，每样的事情发生都有我必须学习的功课。。
爱你，亲爱的宝贵耶稣。。。:)