Life is like a dark chocolate, bitter sweet...... 

God, help me to stay strong in faith to You, every day, every hour, every mins, every seconds..

God will make a way....

God will make a way
Where there seems to be no way
He works in ways we cannot see
He will make a way for me
He will be my guide
Hold me closely to His side
With love and strength 
For each new day
He will make a way 
He will make a way

By a roadway in the wilderness
He'll lead me
Rivers in the desert will I see
Heaven and earth will fade
But His word will still remain
And He will do something new today






Amen, He will make a way.. 
I'm not afraid of challenges in front, not worry bout new frens, I will pray and believe God will do amazing things.. :)
Love u Jesus.. :)

圣诞节要到了。。

却感觉格外心烦。。

明天考试，书还没念完，却连丝毫想去翻开书本的意念也没有。。

想做的事情，没办法完成。。

不想做的，偏偏得去做。。

人生真的因为如此才有趣吗？

很不喜欢别人打乱计划好的事情，偏偏每次都是因为你的一句话，什么都变了。。

需要做的事情，不是白痴的我当然知道，也会去做。。

只是想在这一天约班知心朋友散心，却被说成活动将近，不用作工吗？

真的这么重要吗？这么累吗？连一天的休息也不行？

“让他们去吧，你没人陪就不用去拉。。。。”

要不是想去，当然就不会举办。。

是我太天真，太容易相信，盼望太高，也就越失望了。。

一次次的策划，却换来一次次的埋怨与拒绝。。

各式各样的理由都有，就只有在我策划的时候。。。

是巧合，还是单纯的不想去？

不知道，也不想知道了。。

这是最后一次的策划，累了，也不想让自己想太多。。

心已是伤痕累累，接受不了再来的失望与拒绝了。。

也许，我们性格上本来就不相称。。

这世上，真的只有耶稣真正懂我吧。。

是我叛逆吗？不想做了？

。。。。。

。。。。。。。

。。。。。。。。。

我还是会做，祷告，行动尽量去做。。

我，会好好的。。

就是因为耶稣这个信念，我会尽全力做好自己的本分。。。。。。

Christmas~

Its Christmas season again..

Its my favourite season in the whole year..

Christmas is just filled with so much of love, joy and laughter :)

It will definitely be a very very busy christmas this year, 

but I believe it will be a great 1 too..

Had fun in Sunway Giza for the past 2 days,

dancing and carolling,

makan-ing, movie,

camwhoring with my gals, especially Chi Chai.. :P

Miss you alot, Kevin Gor..

This Christmas is all for Jesus, and in remembrance of you..

Please smile in heaven, 

as your life will be a great testimony and bring comfort to many many lost souls this Christmas...

Thank God for all..
Will this Christmas be a miraculous one?
Amen.

怎么感觉你忽然变了，是因为那件事吗？
人与人之间相处，果然是个不容易学的功课。。。。

Midnite thoughts~

Its 12am sharp now, seriously not in da mood of sleeping... =.=
Anyways, wasnt in a really good situation dis few days..
Fri helped Mannee with the props til 5am, drained up all my energies, and somehow something unhappy happened in the middle due to miscommunication..
Sigh..
Juz so emo dis two days dunno how to do..
Its not really my fault actually, I really hoped that u could help n appreciate ur intention to help, juz that the situation do not permits..
I didnt noe it will end up lik dat..
I'm really sorry for da trouble caused, wat else can i do now?
Dun like the feelings being lik dat...
Will everything juz end lik dat??
......................................................................

Next, joined Christmas Giza dance performance..
Started practice only yesterday, and I only have 1 week to the real day of performance..
My dance skills learned through ballet 9 years ago has rusted it seems..
Its really tiring and hard to follow, but i promised to try to have fun and do my best, All for Jesus... (especially seeing Jason n Tze En dancing wif a lollipop, its simply so cute n motivating.... :P if they can do it, y cant I rite? )

Lets talk bout something happy.. :)
Stayed at Mannee's place on fri..
As I smartly banged my car last mon, she became my driver for few days and we talked alot..
It has been ages since we hav the time to talk so much..
Love to see her smiling n telling her stories..
Kissed her durin dinner yesterday :P
She's juz so cute...
Thanks for being by my side everytime i need help sis, LOVE u lots.... :)

Life is juz like coffee, its mixture of bitter and sweet..
Juz try to remember the sweet memories, and throw away the bitter parts.....
Wat should I do? Wat can I do?
When there is no hope in life, juz COME TO JESUS, He is everything I need and everything I seek........

p/s: juz found out dat I'm juz thinkin tooooo much =.=

累

最近日子过得不错，生活起了些变化，让我每天都很期待晚上的到来。。
日子过得很忙碌，堆积如山的assignments, presentation, mid term, 几乎把我挤得喘不过气来。。

好累好累，累得让自己编制了少读经祷告的借口。。
神阿，我知道我不该这样，尤其是在上星期５在小组里听着子和哥的分享，就像是神在此都过信息告诉我，是时候认罪悔改了。。
我，不要成为那假冒伪善的法利塞人。。
我需要你，耶稣。。
再次把爱与负担放进我的心里，让我从新认识你。。

似乎习惯了与这班好弟兄姐妹太亲了，他们让我感觉非常信任，也因此常在他们面前放肆自己。。
后悔了，却无不于事。。

累了，好像大哭，大闹，大喊，发泄憋在心里的一切感受。。
好想能有个人，能够明白我，爱护我，听我述说心里一切的话语。。
身为领袖，该有身份，有顾忌，有榜样。。
但是就只有今天，我好想放肆自己，我，想被人疼爱，捧在手心呵护。。
就只有今天，我想大声哭，发泄一切心里的压力。。
就只有今天，我就想做个普通人，一个普通的女孩，一个爱闹，有小姐脾气的女孩。。
就一天，就够了。。
明天，我就没事了。。:)

然而，不管发生什么事，依然学习凡事交托，凡事谢恩。。
谢谢你所让我经历的一切，我知道，每样的事情发生都有我必须学习的功课。。
爱你，亲爱的宝贵耶稣。。。:)