其实，幸福很简单。。。

连续几天阅读了槟岛钟灵中学龙舟队翻船惨剧的新闻报导。。
1名委身及热爱教育的年轻教师，及5品学兼优、前途无量的学生。。
就这样的命丧于大海之中。。
许多家人朋友，痛失至亲。。
白发人送黑发人，哭断肠也没法再次见到儿子活过来。。

于海地所发生的天灾人祸。。
一瞬间夺走20万人的生命。。。。。。。

突然之间感慨。。
人生是如此的短暂。。
生命更是如此的脆弱。。
虽和他们素未谋面。。
但听见如此的新闻。。
心中还是浮起一波波的涟漪。。

希望，他们能早日安息。。
希望，他们能早日去到另一个更美的天堂。。

心里忽然觉得。。
其实，幸福很简单。。

当每个早晨，能张开双眼，知道自己还活在这世上，就是幸福。。
当知道自己还有地方落脚、有食物饮料充饥，有书读，就是幸福。。
当走到楼下，看见妈妈为我准备了简单的早餐，就是幸福。。
当爸爸载送我去学员上课，就是幸福。。
当和弟弟斗嘴聊天的时候，就是幸福。。
当在疲惫伤心的时候，收到哥哥简单的简讯，就是幸福。。
当为着种种问题烦恼时，受到朋友们的关怀慰问，就是幸福。。

仔细想想，其实自己和世上千千万万人相比，实在是太幸福了。。
只要珍惜眼前所拥有的一切，就会发现，幸福其实是在每个人身旁。。

其实，幸福很简单。。。。

给你的一封信。。

致：你

今天，想说得很简单。。
很开心。。
一句真诚的道歉。。
虽然不知是不是对我说。。
但依然心里感觉窝心。。
对你，不知为什么。。
总觉得。。
受了委屈及伤害。。
只要一句真诚的‘对不起’。。
就够了。。
一切都不再重要。。
往事过了就算了。。
放下过去，迎接美好的未来吧。。=）

相信我们的未来。。
也会是美丽的。。

无论什么时候，
或者老的时候，
回想过去曾经一起度过的美好时光。。
这世，感谢能认识你。。
更不曾后悔认识你。。

你，
谢谢你，陪伴我走过这美好的人生。。
可能在你的生命里，
我不是重要的拼图，
可是，
请记得，在你生命里，至少有个角落，
是我们共同拥有的。。
是我们的美好回忆。。

谢谢你，
曾经在我生命留下彩绘。。
谢谢你，
曾经给予我的关怀与爱护。。

谢谢你，我亲爱的朋友。。。。。。


友婷笔。

Hiding....

Juz finished a movie wif dad..
Ice princess..
Nice story, wif dat kind of 'dreams coming true' ending..
Dream..
Wats mine??
Hope I'll find da dream of my life..
Or da purpose/target to achieve in life soon... =)
Goin uni in few months time..
You Ting, jia you.. Study hard for A2..
Hope u at least score well to enable u to go in uni yea..

Rite..
Juz finish readin some1's blog..
Says bout hiding..
Mayb he tinks..
I'm hiding something fr him??
Or..
I cant express myself well enuf in front of him?
Well..
Hiding..
Sometimes...
It is not an option for me to hide..
Its a muz..
To protect my frens, myself, n oso him..
Sorry..
But sometimes sayin it out doesnt helps but hurts onli..
If so.. Wats da point of sayin it out..
Realli feel sorry if i'm makin u pissed off..
Tried not to..
Tried to let u noe everything..
Well.. Actually..
U d noe almost everything bout wat i noe..
Dunno y I'll trust u so much..
Tell u everything in da 1st place..
If something i couldnt say..
I'd tried hinting n hope u could search answers urself..
At least..
It's u hu guessed da right answer..
Not me sayin out loud rite..
Anyways..
If anything u wanna noe nex time..
Juz tell me straight..
Will ans u if i can..
Anyways..
Still thx for lettin me noe..
So I could be aware next time..
Appreciate it.. =)

N..
Yea..
Lately I was a bit of moody..
Sorry to all if I accidentally hurt u..
Too much of incidents happened lately..
But I guess its juz God giving me chances..
Wanted me to learn fr everything dat happened..
Tryin my best to look things in an alternative n positive way..
And i find dat i could recover n regain happiness in a shortest time.. =)

Juz wanna say thx..
Thx God, for touching me n fill my heart wif love so dat i can once stand up again..
Thx to my family, for caring me n giving me support n a place to lie n hang on..
Thx to bro n sis, for listenin n encouragin me when i'm in need..
Thx to my frens, for da wonderful memories we had together..

Life's still movin on..
Life for me..
Trust in case of doubtness..
Comfort in case of sadness..
Strength in case of tiredness.. =)

Decisions.....

My dream..
Desire..
Would it come true someday??

Lots of decisions to make lately..
Shd i take..
The left path? Or the right??
Science or Arts?
Which Uni??
Stay or leave??
Give up or continue n bear wif it?
Lik or dislike??
Wait or to forget??

Pls..
Help me..
Tired of decisions..

Pls..
Hav faith on me..
Trust me dat i can do it..
Trust me lik how i trusted u...


A dream to dream on..
A hope to live on..
A love to carry on.......

世上无难事，只怕有心人？？

近来，烦心的事好多。。
功课上的压力。。
----的问题。。
还有。。
--的问题。。

刚刚有人说了些事。。
让我心里，难过之余，更加反省自己。。
过了这么久。。
付出了那么多的时间与精力，所得到的。。
只是。。
‘你从以前到现在。。一点进步都没有。。’
真的一丁点都没有吗？
这句话。。
彻底的。。
打击了我心里那仅剩的自尊心。。

想哭。。
哭不出来。。
心里的苦涩。。
只能向神说。。
对不起。。
真的对不起。。
那么久了。。
一点进步都没有。。

我。。
不能放弃。。
是向神你说得。。
可能我没进步，但为了你。。
我答应我会做到最好。。。

夜半静思。。

放下背后，努力面前。。。
经过了那么久，是时候放下了吗？？

As I Walk into 2010,,

Firstly..

Wanna tok bout 31st dec..
Its a special day..
My parents' 20th wedding anniversary..
So..
Wanna say here..
Happy 20th Anniversary ya, Dad n Mum!!

Den..
Its also my last day at 4skin..
Bu she de dere..
Special thx to Dennis, Gene n Jason for bein such a gud boss..
N.. All da frenly staff's dere.. =)

Den..
Rush for prayer meeting..
Den went to Jarren's hse for a.. small gatherin i tink..
Countdown together wif Bryan, Kang Ian, Sadun, Brian, Jarren, Maine, Xin Lin n Maine in a park..
Sang Xin Lin her bday song too.. She's finally.. 18!! Happy bday ya gal..
Went Kayu for supper fr 1am til 3am..
Den XL's hse..
Slept at 4am..

On da 1st Jan 2010..
I'm finally steppin into my 19th year.. 19th!!!
Find dat time flies..
Old d.. =P
Went church in da early morning..
Den Genting..
Lunch at a noodle hse..
Thx Ps Meng alot for a free nice lunch.. =)
Den Genting view de bungalow for retreat..

Learned alot dere..
Learned to quiet down myself to listen to God..
Study bible..
Fellowship wif all leaders..
Enjoyed dere.. =)

Den..
Go bak church on da 2nd Jan..
Kena ''''''' by some1..
No car home..
Mood's so low til..
I curi curi cry in da toilet.. =(
Thx lot..
N Praise Lord though for givin me such nice bro's n sis..
Thx to Tze En, Jeremy, Ching n Li to teman me for nice dinner n movie..
Although movie quite cha..
Stil its da effort n time dey spent for me make me touched.. =)
As for Kor.. Although he didnt manage teman me for movie..
He stil make his effort to try help me find schedule for movie.. Although I noe his' d exhausted...
Thx ya Kor..
Den.. Not forgettin Mannee..
Same as Kor..
Not available for movie..
Still..
A simple sms of care touched my heart deeply..
Thx alot yea, my dearest sis..

Love u guys alot..

Cant imagine life without u guys.. =)

SO..

May our frenship remains forever.. =)